After three years

Hello everyone. This is still the first sentence whenever i typed a new post here. The previous post was back to December 2010. And it was exactly three years and two months back. How fast time can fly? Maybe it is even faster than sound. Haha, don't listen to me, this is SH theory. At least, this applies to me now. I am a fourth year uni student now. I changed my display picture just now, as this one would look more like me now, both physically and mentally (hopefully). I remembered the last time when I came back to this blog, I read through all the posts, it did remind how my college life is. It was one of the best moments in my life. That was the first time I left my comfy home, stay in hostel with new friends, attend class with new friends, and in the mean time, trying hard to adapt a new environment. And of course, doing A levels isn't an easy job for me. I start to struggle with Physics and calculations. I did not do well for my Physics paper. And that "uninvited guest" had changed my life. I would probably an engineer working in an engineering film, met lots of hot guys in uni(LOL). But today, I am sitting in front my lappie, wearing my Uniqlo fleece, just finished my pre-lab work, in the land of sheep. But there is no regret now. God has made me to walk this way. What I can do now, is to walk out from here with a big smile on my face. So, try your best now， YSH.

Half a year

Hey2... Again... I am back... It has been half a year back.. Looking back at the last post, owh it was my 21st lunar birthday... Time.. time.. time... you really pass me by too quickly... I dont have any chance to grasp you in hand... Why i will end up in blogspot today?? at this time?? i was quite curious actually.. suddenly there is a strong desire who drives me here... Maybe it's God.. HE wanted me to look back at what i promise half year ago.. Did i do that?? Hmnn... It has been a very very tiring half year... Days are very normal but it was rather tough.. I never has that strong feeling of loneliness before... Now, I tend to be very quiet.. I dont even has much intention to make new friends.. Maybe, or it is indeed, I prefer alone now... Finally i realise, what is called friend?? Am I a failure?? it might be a joke though.. I dont have a single friend there... Not even one... I was so frusfrated with the surroundings, the people there, everything there doesnt seem allright for me.. and this is the first time i feel like i want to go home as soon as possible... i dont even want to stay there for an extra second.... i am really down... nothing is worst than this... I try my best to start to love it.. but i still couldnt find the sense of belonging... or am i too picky?? i might have meet the correct one, but i didnt realise?? no no no... even the last one i feel all right is not all right now.. I know, I have to wear a mask from now... A mask which covers me from happiness and loneliness... I have to be strong.. Staying strong alone is tough, but I will do my ever best... Learning to adapt while struggling... Strive until the very last moment.. I know now, only a good result can guarantee you everything... So.. time to reflect.. Take away all the unwanted and keep the good one... I know you can do it as you believe in yourself and GOD.. They will help you and guide you throughout the way..

Hoho.. First post in 2010...

Hello everyone.. haha.. i wonder who am i hello-ing to?? this is one of the most rusted blog i think... Time to post something here.. It is the time to do so.. Huhu... why i choose today?? erm... might be my 21st... (owh.. its lunar calendar) and i am proud to say, i share the same birthday with prince william today... hohoho.. it's once in my life i think... haha... so.. wish me Happy Birthday!!! looks so old now.. i cant believe i am actually 20th now... there is no more one in front of my age... sobb...but anyway.. i hope it will be a great year ahead... and for the rest of my twenties.. please be as merry as before... Good luck YSH... you can do it.. kick away the laziness and some weakness(ehem... something which you know i know God know)... Move ahead with a better spirit... although i knew that you are so weak.. when you are facing temptation... i knew i always weak in resisting such thing... >< Hmnn... waiting for someone who can guide me through all the way... :)

I am back!!

Hello everyone.. I am back in blogspot... Looking back at the last post, it was posted half a year ago... I feel so sorry to abandon you for so long.. I did miss you sometimes, but I was so lazy to get something posted over here... So, what should i start with?
Should i posted a short review since June? I think i should do that... Start with something which is simple.... June 2nd.. My 19th birthday... omg... time really flies.. i cant believe i am 19 now... But this is an undeniable fact... Hmnn... lets think, what have i done that day? There is Biology paper3 that day... And i come back from my hometown a bit earlier to celebrate my birthday with my classmates... and also a surprise from my housemate... Love them so much... and because of them, i got 2 cakes from RT bakery, luckily they didnt get me two same flavour cakes.. haha.... I get an westlife album and a bottle of quotations from my classmate... its a very simple birthday... because its during AS exam... we were not in mood to have celebration..... Here are some photos to shared... and i couldnt find the only picture i took with my classmate... sigh..
Thanks Nelson for drawing the nice Grand piano... ^^
This is 212X members.... Its great to have them as my housemate for one and a half years... Thanks everyone...

finally...

its nearly 2.30 now... i am going to sleep very soon.... because already feel super sleepy n tired since just now.... but this should be the last already... May.... today is already the 29th.... end of May... I have finished nearly 3 quarter of My AS final... there is still 3 more papers to go.... erm... timetable wise is not bad... i have lots of time to revise for my work.... but i got a bit scared for my physics paper.... haiz... but i hope i can get through it... 10th of august... everything will be known.... maths... i think i know how to do..... thinking skills... i know how to do... but i still cant finish the paper.... n paper one... abit disappointed because there is only 2 pass year question come out... now... left chemistry papers n physic multiple choice.... i really hope that i can do well in this exam... God... please bless me again..... its too late now... i have to stopped already.... no photo to share so share with you all my recent look... with my new hair cut... i cut my hair very short again....

actually look a bit weird in this photo... because is the 2nd day i did my hair cut... so short....

April fool...

Haha... because cant think of any title for this post... so i put it as April fool.... wow... so fast its already april... getting towards middle of the year... gosh... final exam is coming soon... at the early part of the month, get to know own trial result... haiz... i hate this combination of alphabet... but it happens again... oh no... hate it.... nono for this two alphabet in my final results please.... God please bless me.... I have to score.... if not, i am the one who make my life miserable by choosing a level.... i really cant understand why i keep on struggling since the first day i join the course... looking at others friend... they did enjoy their pre u life... but for me, if you were to asked me, am i happy now...? i can give you the answer... No... I am not happy.. it is the worst moment in my life... my 18th n 19th years old wasnt consider the best year in my life.... yesterday spent quite a long time chatting with my rm... both of us really regret no matter in which part... first cant cope with the study.. then friends for all over which mix up... maybe everyone come from a very different background.... thats why they will be quarrel or misunderstanding sumtimes... so sad.... besides of getting my result... the two weeks holiday after trial... i stay at home .. didnt go for shopping... didnt even meet up with friends... what i do? eat sleep n study.... revise and finish all my pass year... luckily i manage to do so... then hectic life start again at end of april... holidays ends... nothing special happen this month... but manage to capture a nice photo while studying at night... fantastic job did by my lion... here it goes...

my lion manage to a ruler with its foot... brilliant... hehe

Part II...

wow... its already one something am.... i still havent sleep.... hehe... working hard to post something over here.... then the shortest month in the year pass also.. Here comes March... Trial is on end of the month... OMG... what preparation i have done? answer is nothing..... in sem 2 everyone teacher is rushing our A2 syllabus... thus our AS work have to be done by ourself... again... this lazy blog owner didnt pay much effort to do pass year and revision.... maybe because at that time... still have a mind that AS still a long time from now... Then in others days... what am I doing>? I cant really remember.... just have been walk all over back from subang parade... Having dinner in Manhattan fish market... super nice fish n chips... Love it so much.... Hehe... Here comes trial.... if not mistaken it is start from 25th of march..... silly little girl didnt prepare then straight away go for the exam... just one word can describe her... Brave...
then i think is the happiest thing in this month... Mushroom have come back from Japan for vacation.... But I just manage to meet her for twice because the 2 weeks she come back, is just exactly the two week i am having trial exam... Sad... But luckily... I spent an afternoon with her in Sunway Pyramid with my other friends also... although is a very short gather up... but the nice feeling just cant be find from any of outing now... really sad for this... haiz.... maybe after 5 years... we can hang out together again.... photo to shared with again.... 1st... with bernice on manhattan... 2nd n 3rd.... hehe... photo with my mushroom after meet up in sunway.... we did go for red box that day... hehe...