So fast sem start lo..

with bernice... the flash light make both of us take dis photo for few times...

yeah... our couple shirt... ya.. its three of us... not two only.. hehe

wow.. xinhui first time join us in redbox o... haha... nice ^^

haha... with my dear kelly n nelson....

hello guys.. haha... working hard to add up my post.. hehe... today is 6th... already one week for my new year... now is already in subang... alone tonight.. my roommate hasnt come back yet... i come back early as i am going to become student helper for the january intake.. oh.. such a great experience will be... hope i can speak well then.. as my speaking english is not that good.. haha... hope everything goes well.. haha... gambatte for me o... today is briefing day.. we are given a short brief about how should we conduct the whole tour... hope i can do it well... ^^

so fast my holidays end... today heard my friend keep grumbling wanted to back to college.. oh.. i am in the entire different mood... i dont want to come back to subang... here got nothing... except for streamyx... sometimes really feel alone... haiz... but luckily my group of friends are quite friendly... if not, i will die because of boredom.. really hope can get one like a po who really close to me.. can share my words.... new semester... new physics teacher... others still keep on same track.. hehe... again... hope everythings go well... just finish my chicken.. afternoon have lunch in wongkok cha can teng.. eat my can dan mean again... hehe... because last time didnt manage to order this.... haha.. i can still remember it clearly... all of us went there before the sem break... so fast now already sem starting le... haiz.... share with you some photos for the day after sem exam.. hehe..

Welcome 2009!

Hello everyone.. working hard again to update my blog.. hehe.. sorry for keeping you all wait.. finally i am back... if not leave it for few months, i think they wont be any viewers le.. haha.. been left out.. finally here comes 2009.. although come in a sudden, but i hope it is a brand new year for me.. a new life.. a restart.. so that all the bad 2008 things leave me... haha.. and also achieve my goal at least...
few more days to start my semester 2... i finished my one month holidays with nothing... really nothing... everyday keep on eat and sleep... sleep and eat... those are my main job now... sleep god's job.. hehe... few days ago i caught a serious sorethroat... pain until i cant swollen any food... luckily after go for specialist... now i feel better le.. at least dont pain...
haiz... moody days... sometimes just dont know what actually i am thinking now.. so blank... my mind seems lik retarded.. cant function anymore.. mind malfunction... so sad.. who can save me? just bring me back to the real world okie? really hope there is a prince who can save me? just like those fairy tales stories.. a prince who save the poor girl from the evil.. omg... i go too far already... haha...
ok la.. really hope that 2009 is my best year... full of energy.. inspiration.. and all the best to all my friends... ^^
p/s: happy birthday to fuihan.. happy belated birthday to ben....

Say Goodbye to 2008!

Hello friends… so long time I haven’t post anything in my blog.. so sorry.. you all might think I have give up to continue it.. No, you are wrong.. I am just lack of topic to write about… Days go by in a blink of eye.. 365 days passed by my side without giving me any sign… I went through one complete year but what actually I have done? When I asked myself this question, I actually cant get the exact answer. Omg.. at this moment, I feel that I have wasted this 365 days… Am I?

Review of 2008…
January: I can remember my Shanghai tour very well.. then followed by Kuching trip… then started my wasting time journey.. sound so bad..

February: It is Chinese New Year. After that start to feel worried, what would my result used to be? Others time, is just sleep and eat.. eat and sleep.. sometimes even excrete also got problem..

March: The most heart breaking month.. No need to say again my sadness… Even now when I think back, tears is coming down again… Why? May be I pay not enough effort? Or this is just fate? But I can tell you, I don’t expect this to happen on me.. It is not fair at all… It is the worst to be second when you are always first…

April: Early part is working hard for all sorts of application.. But final result is: what I want I don’t get, what I don’t want I get? Is the world fair? No,… for the second time…

May: May be another desperate month.. I feel so alone.. That’s why I made a wrong decision.. Feel So sorry to you… If I would given a chance, I wont repeat it again.. for sure…

June: My 18th birthday.. I celebrate with family… because all my friends have started their new life.. left only me.. but look forward to start mine also.. the last day for this month…

July: New life.. Alone outside.. no friends at all.. why no one with me? But feel lucky as adapt myself quite well.. Get to know new friends.. but who is the one can be categorized as friend?

August: Busy life.. everyday repeat the same route.. class library hostel room… hostel room class library hostel… even my housemate say, why you like to hide in room?

September: Have my first holiday… Make a quite big decision because don’t want regret later.. At the end of it, farewell for my dear yy.. so happy that night.. because can meet all my schoolmates again.. really miss the study life with them.. it is so different in college..

October: YY finally fly off.. So miss her… because she is the one next to me for so many years.. feel like lack of something now.. latter part of October.. a series of friends birthday

November: Studies getting tougher.. while I am getting more lost… started to think, am I regret now? May be… but I cant turn back.. it is an dead end..

December: first week is exam time… later part I spent it with sleep and eat again… do nothing at all.. feel so bad… cant feel the happiness of Christmas and new year.. just what turn up is, I am dead.. I lost my soul… how can I look for it? Where is it? Feel so sad, so sorry.. I haven’t try my best, I know.. but I have no motivation at all… why?

In conclusion, what I have done? Nothing.. my 2008 is so meaningless.. 2008 bye.. i dont want to repeat it anymore.. no please...