(@.@) no mood..

hihi.. so qiuck hav 4th post le.. cuz 1 2 achieve at least 5 post a month.. hav 2 work harder a bit le.. but 2day really no mood.. feel a bit lost of direction.. cuz sthg unpredictable happen.. haha.. cant say wats tat, but juz bcuz of tat feel a bit lost of direction.. n made me feel very bad.. now really no mood.. haiz.. feel blank now.. really duno wat 2 do..
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frens.. who k help me? many annoyin thg juz keepin happen.. haiz.. sigh til all d tree leaves fall.. juz really hope all d thg i lik could go smoothly.. nt lik now.. all thgs juz hav a big block in front of me? y lik tat? so nt adil! suddenly thk of a word describe me: grief.. learn tru theory.. talk bout theory, result may out very soon.. n practical ll held at 26/27 aug.. wat a shock.. juz hope can go tru.. i dun1 repeat it again.. plz.. its such a shame if do tat so many times..
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bb.. a bit tired le..

Gambatte + Aza aza + 加油..

Hehe.. Only d 3rd post of tis month.. very low manufacturing tis month.. haha.. jz a bit lazy 2 post up new post.. i thk i hav bcum lazy n lazy le.. Not long from now, u all ll meet a cutie fat "pig".. n tat's me.. haha.. bt 4 sure i wont let all these bcum reality.. haha.. if then all my new clothes ll not b able 2 wear lo.. n i would b very sad of tat.. sob2.. but these days really bored, wit nthg gud 2 happen.. wat those which happen r juz annoyin thg.. which ll made me thk of tat 4 long2 time til all my hair turn white.. i dun1 2 b d nex yang guo.. (@.@)

N after these annoying days, i realise tat one fact which is, if u r given a chance 2 made decision, it would juz b a torturin event.. thus.. it could b sumthg i hate x3... tis made me recall one poem tat i read in f4 eng literature, the road not taken.. i thk tat my situation now is juz similar as d author tat time..i had choose a way tat less pple has travel, bt how ll it goes after tis, who knows? if i choose another way tat day, how would it b after 3 yrs? nobody knows oso.. n my parents juz kept tellin me 2 choose sumthg tat i really interested in, but wat is d real thg i lik? zzz... a damn hard question.. no1 can answer.. included myself..

now.. 2day.. a brand new day 4 me.. 2 start a life tat i choose.. but stil in blur2 situation.. stil wonderin around.. i actually quite admire sum of my frens.. they noe wat they lik, n they juz go 4 it without any lookin back.. brave step i can say.. hope they ll succeed 1 day.. in less than 100 days fr now, i thk i ll noe whether my path is correct.. so, i hav 2 do my best in order 2 achieve wat i 1.. now.. juz pray 2 hav gud motivation 2 do even better.. so.. tats y i put the title above.. frens.. bb..

ouch.. is tis a correct way?

hihi.. frens.. ten days fr my last post.. cuz these days pass by wit many high n low incidents.. @ 1st, me myself tend 2 change my mind b4.. start 2 feel doubt bout my own decision b4.. although thgt 2 b my last decision le.. N all thgs meet an end.. Tis can b describe as i was standin in a high peak of d mountain.. no way up.. juz way down.. hence.. wat shd i do? i start 2 plan 4 my new pathway.. then at last wednesday i receive an unpredictable offer.. wow.. wats a gud chance 4 me.. but shd i take it? is i go on wit tis, i may can safe a lots money.. bt ll it b d best choice 4 me..? again another tough question?... haiz... then.. a big blow 4 myself.. my biggest hope fall on2 my fren's hand le.. means i hav no hope le.. cham.. juz two days.. a happy 1 n a sad 1.. such an sad event 4 me.. nt far fr now.. 1 of my aim college ll start its sem.. shd i go there? although nt d most i lik, bt wit a reasonable price.. n oso nice hostel.. omg.. wat shd i do? then after sum deep thinkin.. stil hav no final decision.. cuz both wit its gud point.. another college gud point is gud reputation of its gud result shown by previous years students... so... so... wats shd i do? where shd i go? bling2.. juz pray 2 hav a sudden flash in my mind.. then i can noe wat actualy i 1, wat i prefer.. n wat i like... bt 1 thg i noe.. both place oso very bored.. no frens.. juz me.. no 1 i noe.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. so.. who k help me? plz.. bb

Wait.. n wait..

Harlo... every1.. who c dis post.. really long time didnt post.. more than 2 weeks i thk.. cuz really not free n no topic i thk.. but now.. would lik 2 share my experience durin my interview..

4th april @ putrajaya 2.45pm
i go there around 11 .. reach there nearly 1.. @ 1st look 4 my name on d list.. wow.. i m in panel 4.. its arrange accordin 2 birthday date.. n sign my name.. then.. wait 4 so long... many students there... mostly wear smart n tidy attire.. haha.. juz look lik office suit... then... i juz sittin there.. doin nthg.. i saw many other interviewee juz bc readin on sum info.. so well prepared.. not lik me.. so lazy.. i juz spend my time walkin around.. feel sleepy n go 2 toilet... haha.. mayb 2 nervous.. n bout 2.30pm.. v were called 2 enter there.. i juz walk 2 panel 4.. check my cert n wait.. n i m in group 2.. omg.. nid 2 wait again.. cham.. i juz sit there.. my heart beats so fast.. i was so nervous tat time.. n my face juz start 2 feel hot.. luckily.. meet sum fren.. n v start 2 chat.. i juz talk a lot.. 2 cool me down.. but stil feel nervous.. i found out mostly my group talk quiet fluently in eng... n i was happy 2 meet 2 fren which share my same birthday.. n a girl one day younger.. n another wit a wu.. hehe.. other juz 4get 2 ask...
v talk n chat n wait... v were told 2 enter @ around 4... v enter d room acrodin 2 our no.. i m no 3.. v sit in a semi circle.. n told 2 introduce ourself in bm.. d interviewer look nice n friendly.. i juz talk wat tat appear in my mind.. then v r given a topic 2 discuss in eng.. v giv our opinion.. n time passes so fast.. its 5pm.. v say bye2 2 d interviewer n leave d room.. i exchange hp no wit my frens there.. n very hepi 2 meet them.. then i juz go 2 restaurant downstair hav my lunch @ 5pm.. n then i return home.. haha.. tats wat happen tat day..

8th april @ icsj 8.30am
wow.. although is 2nd interview, stil feel nervous.. start my journey @ 6 sthg n reach there @ 7 sthg.. n juz hav a cup of tea 1st.. then go in around 8.. but get 2 noe hav 2 wait again.. cuz office ll onli open @ 9am.. wat a shock.. then v juz sit @ there.. saw many students cum in... then.. go 2 walk around.. saw other college students 2.. d surrounding there was so bc.. wit cars n students walkin.. then juz wait again.. another 2 arrive.. they walk staright 2 d conference room.. n they r allow 2 enter.. i juz follow by.. n they apply 4 differ course wit me.. gud.. not competitor.. v check our cert.. n sit down 2 wait.. i notice tat my course has d most crowd.. hope god ll bless me 2 get it.. i juz chat wit them.. d girl is fr muar.. wow.. tat far.. then come a guy fr ipoh.. haha.. they hav 2 come day b4.. n v juz talk n chat n wait.. same thg happen again.. then i m d third 2 enter.. they ask me brief question.. n i juz answer it.. whole process around 10 mins.. i noe tat many of them get excellent result.. wow.. wat a blow 2 me.. pray deeply again 2 get it.. v exchange hp no b4 went home.. n tats it.. haha..

day3.. really hope 2 get d 3rd call... plz... thx a lot..

haha.. tats my experience sharing la.. bb.. c u guys in nex post.. gud luck 2 myself..