Goin 2 bomb off le...

Haiz.... bside of sayin this as intro, i reali cant thk any le... feel so annoyin... hopeless... n my mind nearli bomb off le.... Gt 2 made decision in urgent le... but stil duno wat 2 do? wat 2 choose? made me feel so bad..... if choose wrong le... its no way back... so wat should i do? any1 can tel me? oledi reaches d end of feb le... time reali din wait me @ all..... Y? y these happen 2 me? ai............ reali no mood+sad..... very2 blur..... other pple oso cant help me le... feel 1 2 fainted le.... help me.... all d mix feelin now... lik my fren been said de... very suit my feeling now..... a...... 1 2 scream out loudly 2 express my bad2 mood.... in fact, gt 2 face reality oso.... live 4 17 yrs... nearly 18 yrs le.... couldnt made my decision oso.... izzit a bit ben? if wait sum more. dunoe wat could happen o.... so.... go 4ward? or stay stil? or look back 2 d past? Plz...... choose 1 la.... juz hard 2 imagine mant thg..... but hav 2..... or else i ll fall bhind.... left in a lurch tat type... no 1 help me tat type.... mayb juz cryin there... so bad la.... lik a small ant... yam yan zhou ta.... so bad.... din lik tis... dun1 tis type of life.... juz 1 comfort life.... so r u?

(@.@) Life is......

harlo... long time din post le... not free these few days... bc on sum work... try 2 write eng esay 2... feel odd wen doin such work.. reali long time din use pen 2 do work le... hav 2 start again lo... if not, my writing ll bcum more qi guai le.... lik children in standard1.. haha... a bit kua zhang... but thk back... oledi bout 3 months i din do schul work le... sumtime a bit miss recent schul life... u c, m i a bit fan jian? but its true... tat time v r reali enjoy ourself 2gether.... can chat... share our words... n play2 durin PJ time... Haha... So Good... if time can stop, i hope it ll stay longer... At least Compare 2 now... it is more meaningful.... i hav my target tat time... but now... i m very blur... a bit pang huang oso... wonderin how is my result? wen ll d result goin 2 cum out? where ll i b after 2 months? hav i take d right choice? or ll i regret... i feel lik i m standing @ d junction... duno hav 2 walk straight? turn back? turn right? or turn left? thus... i stil standin there... wit a huge bucket of question... n sadly time din wait me... d time 4 me 2 thk hav bcum shorter n shorter... i couldnt imagine how it would be... ?? if i made my decision now.. i hav 2 start doing a lot of thg le... such as go 2 register, look @ d college, look 4 accomodation, n so on.... but there r stil a lot of thg i din finish yet... my coming theory exam... in 10th march... i stil dunot how 2 do ques 4 n 5.... i stil dunot noe how 2 differentiate baroque or classical? Romantic n modern? i hav 4goten my french term oso... my german term.... so bad.... feelin no mood le... after tis, i got my drivin test... on 19th... all tis juz exactly b4 d term start... mayb on 17, 24 or... who can giv me sum idea? any 1 who c tis post.. pls coment... kamsahamida.. Bb...

Happy New Year...

Haha... CNY oledi come lo... so nice... can get many2 angpau... my a po, a yang n mj hav come back... a po bcum dark n slim le... haha... they hav 2 return 2 kem tml le... ll miss them so much... but ll return 2 home nt long later le... these days meet many frens, many relativs, hahaha... n of course many nice food... but 2 bad la... i bcum sick le... eat 2 much hot food i think... haha... scolded by my mum 4 tat.... haha.... tats all la.. c u..

New year eve...

Haha... 2day oledi new year eve lo... so fast d time hav pass...
feel so blur yet cuz stil couldnt find my newyear inspiration...
2nite gt 2 eat tuan yuan fan lo... tml can get many2 angpau...
meet many2 frens... eat many2 delicous food... so happy wen thk bout it....
haha... a po hav come back lo.. bcum darker n slimmer.. so gud... can lose weight...
hehe... tats all la... c u all in nex post... happy new year lo... wit bless of luck...

feel cool wen drivin...

hahaha... its d 1st time i try drivin a car.... wow... feel so cool... m i look lik raikonen? wahaha... i learn wit 2 other ulu yam girl.. both oso very nice de... haha... but they very geng... noe how 2 drive better than me... me actuali 1st time touch d car stereng... drivin at a 20km/h speed... biggest speed onli gear 2... blek... so funny ler? but i thk ll improve nex time de... wen i get my L nex week.. i can start learnin lo... so happy... hope can take exam b4 i enter my college lo... both d girls were selected 2 NS... they mayb cant take it b4 d time they enter NS... quite pity ler... hope d tutor ll b nice... cuz i m d type ben shou ben jiao... hehe... luckily kancil nt so big... if not... hard 4 us as beginer... hehe... hope 2 finish it in time... saw sum of my fren drivin oso.. they all very geng ler... can drive well le... haha... actuali 1 2 go 4 motor test oso... but no motor @ home... so change d plan lo... haha... bb..

no title...

harlo... everybody... juz cant thk wat 2 post.. hehe.. my brain reali rusted le... nid 2 put sum oil le... so 2day main title is "no title"... haha.. juz type out d thgs which come in my mind lo... c my fren blog juz now... remind me tat result is goin 2 cum out soon.... wah... such a big hit 2 me... made my heart sank... how could time passes so fast? i ve been spent 2 months holiday... doing nthg... juz hangin around... i thk tis is d main factor y i gain my weight.... sob2.... my mum say my face bcum more round le... so cham... n tis is due 2 i never exercise these days.... haiz... nvm lo... juz hope 2 lose some weight wen i start my course... y so nt adil? juz increse in size bt increase in height... made me so sad... c my zodiac in 1 email yesterday.. say tat horse chong tai sui nex year... so everythg ll turn in2 bad if v r nt careful.. onli 1 lucky star in d mice year... n a big bunch of bad stars... haiz.... haiz... so sad.... y everythg turn bad leh? bcum no mood le... scared2 le... very tired now.. juz finish help out my mum.... feel sleepy.... (@.@) n (*-*) .... c u all in nex post ba...

bb ..

yuhoo... newyear mood...

wow... these days reali bc... buy all sort of newyear things.... but sadly cant find 1 trousers by s&k de... 1stly, i saw in midvaley de... but no size le... then go 2 times square 2 find lo... but... i totaly cant found it... shadow oso cant c... haiz.. so din buy it lo... but it is so nice n got discount oso... then buy 1 T 2 replace my broken heart lo... hehe... go shopin 4 a while my bes fren, mushroom... haha... but onli a while.. then her mother go n pick her up lo.... d shoppin centre oso full of pple... cuz wilayahday... many pple no work... then gt buy a pair of shoes oso... hehe.. can wear it durin new year...
come back 2 newyear... can meet many relativ, frens... hehe n of course my favourite-angpau ler... hope can get more angpau tis year... haha... my 1st hope in d mouse year.... 2nd one is.... find out my interest... 3rd one... haha.. although a bit no hope.. but stil hope 2 achieve it... grow taller... 4th one... buy new hp.... 5th one.... secret... haha...
yesterday night help 2 decorate d house... bt found out i 4get how 2 made fish fr angpau le... who can teach me? duno is so long time i din use my brain le.. feel lik it doesnt work wel... d memory isnt good le... i thk gt 2 upgrade 2 2gb de ram le... haha... bb