Too boring...

hihi... welcome to my first post in august... today is first august... time is around 12.10am... i m sitting in the library, facing the computer now... i have no class today, but not going home yet, want to go for movie with my roommate after this. Yesterday night i was so relax. Didnt do any homework, revision. i just watch drama n lie on my bed... looking at the ceiling... my mind was so blank at that time... after a stressful month, finally i can have a gud sleep without worrying that i will wake up late tomorrow... its a nice day for me.. i just finish my breakfast and lunch in the market.. with two of my classmates... today is a quiet day... none of us talk much... so it is such a peaceful day... hahaha... my mind can relax now... enjoy my only holiday... hope that i can get ticket after this... to let me forget all those unhappy things... let it just dump into the big rubbish bin... and leave my mind forever...
tomorrow is a tiring day, i guess... i just dislike play through session.. i will perform bad everytime... my fingers just look like lost of control... haiz3...
a short post today, cant think any special topic to talk about... now listening to cartoon songs.. wahaha.. first time o... thats all la... bye2... miz ya...

wahaha... hit target again....

yo.... very happy neh.. stil k reach target although dun hav internet services in hostel... i m quite proud of myself... wahaha....bcum sot2 again.... cuz tml dun hav class... finally i k rest a while n hav a better sleep... n k go 4 movie... hahaha... so happy... tis is my 1st holiday after exactly 1 month i m studyin here... life here is rather hectic... tiring... n stressful.. b4 tat during secondary time would hav a thought dat college life is fun n enjoyable... bt i dun thk so... pre u is jz lik a preparation 4 us 2 face Uni soon.. all de thgs dat v studied r much deeper... n de effort dat v hav 2 paid is much more... hav 2 finish homework.. revise wat tcer hav teach n tests after few chapters... n get very low marks in it... mayb my lowest test mark in my 12 yrs of study... these r d thgs i m facing now... d only thgs dat i k say is nice is, meetin nice n friendly frens... v would do homeworks together everyday... i m glad 2 hav such a nice frens... after one whole month, i realise dat v really hav 2 work very2 hard in order 2 get wat v 1... n living alone outside is so lonely...i hav 2 do all sorts of thgs by myself... especially wake up on time... this is my biggest problem since d 1st day... luckily i gt a gud companion 2 wake me up... if nt, i ll b late 4 everyday... now is nearly 8oclock d... there isnt many pple in the web now... the street in front of college is stil bc... while i m hanging around to rest n relax... now, i would lik 2 start my 2nd month wit more hardwork... k i do it? i must hav 2... if nt, i ll b d one who is left bhind...
september ll b my 1st holiday break... i hope dat i k enjoy myself @ dat time... bt sadly i found out dat none of my frens hav d same holiday time wit me... made me so sad... really looking forward 2 go shopping wit them... n our ice-skating plan since years ago... could it b a reality in one day? i hope so... dats all la... a bit tired 2 type words d... bb...

Days come days go...

Hihi.. frens.. I m working hard now... 2 find some topic 2 post... bt my brain is jamming now... realli cant thk, n furthermore, i m so sleepy... sad... these week chem test.. i jz dun hav enough time 2 finish my structure question which made up most of d test marks... damn frusfrated now... although i studied, bt finally cum out wit nthg... i m more hardworkin den secondary time... bt stil i m struggling... sumtimes would thk, i m regret... bt if i choose d other path, i cant guarantee dat i wont regret... so, wat k i say now? jz dot dot dot... in bad mood these days... sick d... sick twice in a month... wat a big record! finally sthg happy would cum later... tis fri no class... my mind at least k rest 4 a day... without hav 2 carry on d same schedule eviday... wake up.. schul time... library time.. bac 2 hostel... i shd work hard, i noe... i m tryin my best 2 capture everythg... save them in my mind, so dat i wont 4get it after sumtime... i like studying actually... bt i hate exam... in my opinion, exam is nt d only tool 2 measure sum1 ability... mayb they dont perform durin exam time, bt tis doesnt mean dat he or she is weak... now, sitting in front of d pc.. bt my mind is blank... any1 k giv me sum advice? so dat i wont feel so down? haiz3... i knew dat no 1 k help me... july is goin 2 end soon... my 1st month in college ends wit all sorts of memory... sum gud thg, bt wit sum unhappy thg oso... life is jz lik a tide, there r up n down all d time... wat v hav 2 do now, is face it wit open-minded... put aside all unhappy events, n face a new day wit new inspiration... road ll nt cum 2 a dead end... if v try, peak of mountain is jz a step forward... frens.. let us work hard together 2 achieve wat v 1... bb...

After one month..

Time passes by so fast... I hav been start my college life since 4 weeks ago... in conclusion, things go by quite smoothly.. except 4 those bad thgs tat happen... the 1st month in my life dat i live alone... nt by my parents side... in a new place... noe no one b4... hav 2 recall many2 thgs... hav 2 put double efforts n hav 2 survive among competition... these r d thgs tat i hav 2 face... anyway, i cant run away fr tis, bt hav 2 stand still n face it boldly... i jz hope tat i k do my best... achieve wat i 1, n finally without regret... after all, i thk one n half year might nt b a long time... it would end any time wen u wake up fr ur sleep...
Now.. how k i describe my feeling? a bit lost of direction... n a strong desire 2 overcome all these... n bcum d final winner... tis is sort lik a match... i m d player... no one could affect the game final result.. except 4 de effort fr d player itself... i nid support fr u all.. especially during d time i feel weak... i nid sum1 2 stand by my side n ensure tat i wont fall again....
Practical exam is around de corner... i hav no time 2 practise except 4 weekends... i dont 1 2 b lik last year... can i overcum my nerves? k i kick away all de butterflies in my stomach? stil in doubt.. frens.. how r u all? i m feelin nt gud at tis moment... hope dat nex week ll b a nice week... bb... take k..

Part 3.. study life...

1st of july is my 1st day 2 study.. all those subject tcer start wit introducing ourself.. n told us bout de exam format.. n wat shock me is.. maths teacher start giving out homework... wat a blow 4 me.. its only my 1st day.. plz let me relax a bit... sob.. sad... n i m happy 2 get noe tat my class there r a huge number of koreans.. haha.. more den 10 students r international students... myanmmar.. maldives.. philippines.. tanzania.. haha... after all... i jz try 2 remember their name n get noe them.. haha... de 1st week ends wit a quite ok mood... bt then de 2nd week is worst.. i m sick... sick 4 so many days.. fever.. headache... i thk is due 2 i drink 2 few h20.. n get cold... de classroom r so cold.. i hav 2 wear jacket 2 schul everyday... lik i m in south pole now... startin 2 adapt better now... get sum nice frens.. v ll stay bac in library 2 do our homeworks... always hav our lunch together... tats all 4 tis time.. cuz hav 2 start study my chemistry d.. tats all la.. bb.. take care... miz ya

Part 2... Orientation Day..

Wow... 30th june... a day tat i hav wait 4 months... finally it arrive... v woke up quite early tat day.. around 7am.. de orientation stuff ll only start @ 9am... v went 2 de MPH at around 8.45am.. bt is amazing... wen v reach there.. its oledi a huge crowd sitting in de hall.. its around 500 students there.. 4 our intake.. v choose a place 2 sit down n a long session of talk starts... n i found out tat my roomate n i is nt allocated in a same class... haiz.. i start wonderin who is in a same class wit me? there is a break at 12pm... b4 v went 2 our classroom as shown in de map given... i follow my roomate 2 de student central 2 take photo.. n i found out tat a gal i met on 28th durin de siginig agreement time is same class wit me... wow.. i finally met sum1.. haha.. so happy.. n at tat time, v meet a few more frens lik chel, mich, yvonne, xueqi, zikang... n all of us later hav our lunch in McD... b4 tat.. v went 2 our class.. my class is PM16... n my mentor is ms glayds.. a nice young teacher... v were lead by students leader 2 walk around de college... show us where labs is.. our class is... n then another session by counsellor... b4 de orientation ends... it ended around 3pm... v hav a meal b4 return 2 de hostel again... at tat time.. quite envy 2 start de nex day... cuz hav wait 4 so long.. finally i ll start... haha.. tats my 1st part of orientation.. although a bit bored.. bt stil a brand new experience 4 me... alone there.. without knowing any1 else.. at nite.. other houz mate r bac.. all of them r very nice.. frenly n helpful.. stef.. jan.. bijeng.. haha... tats how 30th ends... gt 2 sleep early oso.. tml ll hav class on 8am... n this is how my hectic life starts...

Too much 2 talk about... Part 1...

Hihi frens... Today is 20th july... n tis is jz my 1st post in July.. I hav been so bc these 3 weeks.. doin sorts of thgs.. Dun even hav enough time 2 sit in front of de pc 2 write a post...
Erm.. lets me start wit de day i went 2 register my hostel.. v wait 4 quite a long time b4 v k get in 2 sigh de agreements.. get chance 2 meet a few frens at tat time.. cat.. stef.. shan.. sam.. n one of time is now my gud fren n my classmate.. haha.. den i hav 2 shift all ny thgs up 2 d my room.. its on 3rd floor.. i hav climb up the stairs eviday.. haiz.. its 2 tiring... n de 1st day i oledi made a big mistake.. i left my keys in rooms n get down 2 take my thgs.. then my roomate leave.. wow.. i gt 2 run a AC 2 get de room keys fr her.. n rush up again... haiz3.. such an unforgettable thgs... den i went 2 hav a walk in Midvalley b4 returnin there in evening... i spent my 1st day there.. nt a nice sleep.. cuz de bed is so thin.. i feel lik sleep on de hard metal rod.. n keep listening 2 annoying sound fr AC..
on de 2nd day... v clean our room n living hall.. others roomate havent cum bac fr their vacation.. jz both of us n another gal.. @ 1st me n my roomate jz talk so few... cuz stil new 2 each other... haha.. den my parents cum 2 visit me again.. v go sumway 2 hav a walk.. buy sumthgs... n return there in d afternoon... at nite.. both of us went 2 Ac 2 hav our dinner.. our 1st dinner there... went 2 bed quite early cuz tml is orientation day....