I am back!!

Hello everyone.. I am back in blogspot... Looking back at the last post, it was posted half a year ago... I feel so sorry to abandon you for so long.. I did miss you sometimes, but I was so lazy to get something posted over here... So, what should i start with?
Should i posted a short review since June? I think i should do that... Start with something which is simple.... June 2nd.. My 19th birthday... omg... time really flies.. i cant believe i am 19 now... But this is an undeniable fact... Hmnn... lets think, what have i done that day? There is Biology paper3 that day... And i come back from my hometown a bit earlier to celebrate my birthday with my classmates... and also a surprise from my housemate... Love them so much... and because of them, i got 2 cakes from RT bakery, luckily they didnt get me two same flavour cakes.. haha.... I get an westlife album and a bottle of quotations from my classmate... its a very simple birthday... because its during AS exam... we were not in mood to have celebration..... Here are some photos to shared... and i couldnt find the only picture i took with my classmate... sigh..
Thanks Nelson for drawing the nice Grand piano... ^^
This is 212X members.... Its great to have them as my housemate for one and a half years... Thanks everyone...

finally...

its nearly 2.30 now... i am going to sleep very soon.... because already feel super sleepy n tired since just now.... but this should be the last already... May.... today is already the 29th.... end of May... I have finished nearly 3 quarter of My AS final... there is still 3 more papers to go.... erm... timetable wise is not bad... i have lots of time to revise for my work.... but i got a bit scared for my physics paper.... haiz... but i hope i can get through it... 10th of august... everything will be known.... maths... i think i know how to do..... thinking skills... i know how to do... but i still cant finish the paper.... n paper one... abit disappointed because there is only 2 pass year question come out... now... left chemistry papers n physic multiple choice.... i really hope that i can do well in this exam... God... please bless me again..... its too late now... i have to stopped already.... no photo to share so share with you all my recent look... with my new hair cut... i cut my hair very short again....

actually look a bit weird in this photo... because is the 2nd day i did my hair cut... so short....

April fool...

Haha... because cant think of any title for this post... so i put it as April fool.... wow... so fast its already april... getting towards middle of the year... gosh... final exam is coming soon... at the early part of the month, get to know own trial result... haiz... i hate this combination of alphabet... but it happens again... oh no... hate it.... nono for this two alphabet in my final results please.... God please bless me.... I have to score.... if not, i am the one who make my life miserable by choosing a level.... i really cant understand why i keep on struggling since the first day i join the course... looking at others friend... they did enjoy their pre u life... but for me, if you were to asked me, am i happy now...? i can give you the answer... No... I am not happy.. it is the worst moment in my life... my 18th n 19th years old wasnt consider the best year in my life.... yesterday spent quite a long time chatting with my rm... both of us really regret no matter in which part... first cant cope with the study.. then friends for all over which mix up... maybe everyone come from a very different background.... thats why they will be quarrel or misunderstanding sumtimes... so sad.... besides of getting my result... the two weeks holiday after trial... i stay at home .. didnt go for shopping... didnt even meet up with friends... what i do? eat sleep n study.... revise and finish all my pass year... luckily i manage to do so... then hectic life start again at end of april... holidays ends... nothing special happen this month... but manage to capture a nice photo while studying at night... fantastic job did by my lion... here it goes...

my lion manage to a ruler with its foot... brilliant... hehe

Part II...

wow... its already one something am.... i still havent sleep.... hehe... working hard to post something over here.... then the shortest month in the year pass also.. Here comes March... Trial is on end of the month... OMG... what preparation i have done? answer is nothing..... in sem 2 everyone teacher is rushing our A2 syllabus... thus our AS work have to be done by ourself... again... this lazy blog owner didnt pay much effort to do pass year and revision.... maybe because at that time... still have a mind that AS still a long time from now... Then in others days... what am I doing>? I cant really remember.... just have been walk all over back from subang parade... Having dinner in Manhattan fish market... super nice fish n chips... Love it so much.... Hehe... Here comes trial.... if not mistaken it is start from 25th of march..... silly little girl didnt prepare then straight away go for the exam... just one word can describe her... Brave...
then i think is the happiest thing in this month... Mushroom have come back from Japan for vacation.... But I just manage to meet her for twice because the 2 weeks she come back, is just exactly the two week i am having trial exam... Sad... But luckily... I spent an afternoon with her in Sunway Pyramid with my other friends also... although is a very short gather up... but the nice feeling just cant be find from any of outing now... really sad for this... haiz.... maybe after 5 years... we can hang out together again.... photo to shared with again.... 1st... with bernice on manhattan... 2nd n 3rd.... hehe... photo with my mushroom after meet up in sunway.... we did go for red box that day... hehe...

Review again...

Hello friends... I finally have time to post something over here.... Hehe... Its already 5 months since my last post.... Sorry for making my blog become rust.... Now i am tryin my best to giv a brief review about all de stuff i have done in the previous few months... Hope my retarded mind can refresh back everything that i have done well...

Jan's review~
Erm... Firstly... should be Chinese New Year on the 26th... we are holding the old routine... on the first day of new year... we spent our whole afternoon visiting each friends home.... get an amount of angpau... hehe... chit-chating with old friends is always the thing i enjoy most.... sharing stories of our lifes since we seldom meet each other... Time for us to think about all the nolstalgic moment we ever have... It was indeed the best memory in my life... Love you guys a lot ya... hehe... but this year i dont have my mushroom with me... really feel like there is lack of something at my side... this is the photo i take with ah po... hehe.... Then its on the 17th... its ong's birthday... we didnt any photo that day... nobody knows why?haha... we bought a shirt for him... but according to reliable source.. its a bit too large for him... hehe...

Here comes February.... Hehe... again... time pass by so fast.... what i have did in january... i am still repeating it in February... study eat and sleep.... i think besides of this, i have did nothing... erm... more special events that happen in February... hehe... Happy Valentine on the 14th of feb... because it is a sunday... thats why we cant celebrate it with friends... so we just buy roses for each other... haha... my dear kelly n i bought one for each other... Hehe... my so called husband in college.... and get one from nelson also... this is the photo that we took silently without notifying others... hehe.... with my qing fu shiwai also...Then..... another big day for my classmate.. zan... its his birthday in 22nd... we celebrate with him earlier because its another sunday.... we celebrate in ichiban ramen.... hehe... nice day... another unforgettable day.... hope he like the book we get for him... and the cake....

haha.. really love this photo so much... our wedding cake leh... the second is me with the birthday boy Zan... the third one is group photo.... hehe

haha.... so many photos to share with you guys .... to be continued in another post...

So fast sem start lo..

with bernice... the flash light make both of us take dis photo for few times...

yeah... our couple shirt... ya.. its three of us... not two only.. hehe

wow.. xinhui first time join us in redbox o... haha... nice ^^

haha... with my dear kelly n nelson....

hello guys.. haha... working hard to add up my post.. hehe... today is 6th... already one week for my new year... now is already in subang... alone tonight.. my roommate hasnt come back yet... i come back early as i am going to become student helper for the january intake.. oh.. such a great experience will be... hope i can speak well then.. as my speaking english is not that good.. haha... hope everything goes well.. haha... gambatte for me o... today is briefing day.. we are given a short brief about how should we conduct the whole tour... hope i can do it well... ^^

so fast my holidays end... today heard my friend keep grumbling wanted to back to college.. oh.. i am in the entire different mood... i dont want to come back to subang... here got nothing... except for streamyx... sometimes really feel alone... haiz... but luckily my group of friends are quite friendly... if not, i will die because of boredom.. really hope can get one like a po who really close to me.. can share my words.... new semester... new physics teacher... others still keep on same track.. hehe... again... hope everythings go well... just finish my chicken.. afternoon have lunch in wongkok cha can teng.. eat my can dan mean again... hehe... because last time didnt manage to order this.... haha.. i can still remember it clearly... all of us went there before the sem break... so fast now already sem starting le... haiz.... share with you some photos for the day after sem exam.. hehe..

Welcome 2009!

Hello everyone.. working hard again to update my blog.. hehe.. sorry for keeping you all wait.. finally i am back... if not leave it for few months, i think they wont be any viewers le.. haha.. been left out.. finally here comes 2009.. although come in a sudden, but i hope it is a brand new year for me.. a new life.. a restart.. so that all the bad 2008 things leave me... haha.. and also achieve my goal at least...
few more days to start my semester 2... i finished my one month holidays with nothing... really nothing... everyday keep on eat and sleep... sleep and eat... those are my main job now... sleep god's job.. hehe... few days ago i caught a serious sorethroat... pain until i cant swollen any food... luckily after go for specialist... now i feel better le.. at least dont pain...
haiz... moody days... sometimes just dont know what actually i am thinking now.. so blank... my mind seems lik retarded.. cant function anymore.. mind malfunction... so sad.. who can save me? just bring me back to the real world okie? really hope there is a prince who can save me? just like those fairy tales stories.. a prince who save the poor girl from the evil.. omg... i go too far already... haha...
ok la.. really hope that 2009 is my best year... full of energy.. inspiration.. and all the best to all my friends... ^^
p/s: happy birthday to fuihan.. happy belated birthday to ben....

Say Goodbye to 2008!

Hello friends… so long time I haven’t post anything in my blog.. so sorry.. you all might think I have give up to continue it.. No, you are wrong.. I am just lack of topic to write about… Days go by in a blink of eye.. 365 days passed by my side without giving me any sign… I went through one complete year but what actually I have done? When I asked myself this question, I actually cant get the exact answer. Omg.. at this moment, I feel that I have wasted this 365 days… Am I?

Review of 2008…
January: I can remember my Shanghai tour very well.. then followed by Kuching trip… then started my wasting time journey.. sound so bad..

February: It is Chinese New Year. After that start to feel worried, what would my result used to be? Others time, is just sleep and eat.. eat and sleep.. sometimes even excrete also got problem..

March: The most heart breaking month.. No need to say again my sadness… Even now when I think back, tears is coming down again… Why? May be I pay not enough effort? Or this is just fate? But I can tell you, I don’t expect this to happen on me.. It is not fair at all… It is the worst to be second when you are always first…

April: Early part is working hard for all sorts of application.. But final result is: what I want I don’t get, what I don’t want I get? Is the world fair? No,… for the second time…

May: May be another desperate month.. I feel so alone.. That’s why I made a wrong decision.. Feel So sorry to you… If I would given a chance, I wont repeat it again.. for sure…

June: My 18th birthday.. I celebrate with family… because all my friends have started their new life.. left only me.. but look forward to start mine also.. the last day for this month…

July: New life.. Alone outside.. no friends at all.. why no one with me? But feel lucky as adapt myself quite well.. Get to know new friends.. but who is the one can be categorized as friend?

August: Busy life.. everyday repeat the same route.. class library hostel room… hostel room class library hostel… even my housemate say, why you like to hide in room?

September: Have my first holiday… Make a quite big decision because don’t want regret later.. At the end of it, farewell for my dear yy.. so happy that night.. because can meet all my schoolmates again.. really miss the study life with them.. it is so different in college..

October: YY finally fly off.. So miss her… because she is the one next to me for so many years.. feel like lack of something now.. latter part of October.. a series of friends birthday

November: Studies getting tougher.. while I am getting more lost… started to think, am I regret now? May be… but I cant turn back.. it is an dead end..

December: first week is exam time… later part I spent it with sleep and eat again… do nothing at all.. feel so bad… cant feel the happiness of Christmas and new year.. just what turn up is, I am dead.. I lost my soul… how can I look for it? Where is it? Feel so sad, so sorry.. I haven’t try my best, I know.. but I have no motivation at all… why?

In conclusion, what I have done? Nothing.. my 2008 is so meaningless.. 2008 bye.. i dont want to repeat it anymore.. no please...