Some photos to shared..

the most en ai couple in our class... haha..

Yiwen birthday.. dats the cute cake i mentioned...

in dragon i.. celebrating chinsheng birthday

ichiban ramen in sunway.. nelson birthday.. peace ya.. haha

so sorry..

hello friends.. sorry for not updating my post since october.. nearly 2 months.. actually now cant recall why i didnt update it in October.. I wasnt busy dat time, i think.. most probably no special topics to write.. but there were a few big occasions i can recall.. that is, four consecutive birthday celebration with my friends.. haha.. rather a long story to be written.. erm.. lets start with the first.. Nelson.. on 17th.. we spent the whole day long hanging around.. get wet thoroughly when running in the rain.. but only a few of us turn up.. we went bowling.. meals in ichiban ramen.. but a rather enjoyable one.. i made a stupid and silly mistake.. due to lack of experience in wrapping gift.. i.. i.. forget to cut off the price tag.. OMG.. i am so careless.. feel really sorry for him and all my friends which shared the gift with me.. the second one is Yiwen.. on 20th.. it was a monday.. we didnt go out.. because we actually celebrated for both of them on friday.. so we just get him a cute cake from cake sense.. and blow candles in our college cafeteria.. the third one, is bernice.. on 24th.. it was a friday.. we planned to hav a lunch in kimgary.. and i managed to get her 2 slices of SR cake.. hope she did enjoy the flavour i choose.. because it was so limited.. and she treat all of us that day.. feel so bad.. birthday girl treat us.. then the final one.. chinsheng.. on 5th nov.. we went sunway again.. this time was rather a special one.. we celebrated birthday in dragon-i.. we sat in a round table.. feels like eating with family.. or in wedding dinner.. eating our ramen.. haha.. later we continued with bowling.. haha.. this ends the birthday stories...

What Shu Heng means? haha..

Hmmn.. this is just a small quiz i found out.. n this tells us what my name is?
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

Friends forever..

yo.. ah po n me.. haha.. look like couple ma? haha.. jkjk nia..
its me with yin.. although she seldom come back, but we always keep in contact.. haha..
haha.. the best picture ever!! its me mushroom and a po.. with our tiramisu cake..
hehe.. this is me n puiling.. peace ya.. that hand belongs to who? haha
haha.. its me again.. this time pose with hap n leong.. all smiles til jian ya bu jian yan..

gathering + farewell+ birthday party

harlo.. welcome to my first post in october.. the tenth month of the year.. o.. o.. o.. days pass by in such a super fast way.. haha.. can compare with the maglev train that i have taken before.. can reach highest speed 400++km/hr.. OMG.. semester exam is coming.. in the first week of december.. haiz3... so sad.. have to start work hard again.. cham..
in 27th september, we held a 3 in 1 party.. gathering, farewell and birthday party!! our main heroin is mushroom.. to bid goodbye for her before she depart to further her study.. and to celebrate her birthday.. we also organised an all chicken meal that night.. haha.. we got KFC, BBQ chicken wings, chicken sausage, curry chicken and egg in fried meehoon.. haha.. many friends manage to turn up that day.. we were so pleased that everything went smoothly that day. party started around 6.30pm.. where we started to prepare things.. it was so hard for us to make the fire glow.. we started to eat around 7.15pm.. after it, is world war 2.. haha.. we played with water balloons and made us all get wet.. it is such a crazy game though.. haha.. it was very enjoyable.. love it.. if more friends are joining in this game, sure will be more nicer.. really miss all my secondary friends which i havent seen them for so long.. some not even seen them for few months.. then is another gaming time.. the command of the general.. plus with a photo shot sessions.. haha.. took quite a few photo with all my friends.. erm.. although all of us havent meet for long times, but there is still lots of topics among us.. our never ended story is still continuing.. party ended at 12.30am...
now mushroom has already reached japan.. really miss her so much.. she went there just exactly on her 18th birthday.. a po and i gave her a big angpau.. haha.. a number which brings significant meaning among all of us.. YY.. take care and all the best in your study.. We will miss you all the ways..
erm.. now reopen already.. i have to work hard also.. to achieve my target, i must be determined.. so please pray for me.. haha.. thats all la..

photos....

haha.. self shot using camera.. quite hard to adjust angle leh.. haha.. but quite successful...
hehe.. the picture that i like the most.. posing in kl tower.. although holding so many bags.. haha
o.. what are we doing now? waiting for the bus? haha.. actually pretending to be cool only..
haha.. second nice photo.. we are right opposite the starhill gallery.. peace ya...
haha.. sha po is closing her eyes.. spoil the photo.. sorry ar...

Photos i promised..

haha.. first group photo taken.. with my LAN studies group member.. in the KLCC park.. but weather not good.. surrounding looked dark..
Its all of us again.. finally another turn up.. but one more was in Kedah that time.. haha..
these are the free passes we got.. see.. someone with half jacket again.. haha..
yo.. good job by D/S.. haha.. this is the punch which punch out some fire... is among my favourite picture.. haha..
o.. we are left out.. cant go up to kl tower.. haha.. so is picture time la...

Bintang Walk..

It is two days ago, that i have to come back early.. to finish up my malaysian studies video.. that is the part that bernice and i incharged.. we have to finish it.. then we choose to do it yesterday.. a day before we start our school.. and it is a public holiday in selangor.. on that morning.. i woke up around 8.15am.. thanks to the morning call.. haha.. after that, continue with some stuffs that i havent finish the night before.. and then start to walk to ktm subang jaya at 9.20am.. we were supposed to meet at ten... the whole journey took me around 20 minutes.. and the speed is just rather a relaxing type.. but i did sweat.. the sun has just rose up.. and it was so lucky, the weather was so good.. and it didnt turn up raining... when i reached the station, no one turn up yet.. then i went to buy the ticket first.. and i made a wrong decision to buy return ticket.. let continue with my story before tell you guys about the wrong decision.. after that, my frens turned up one by one and we managed to catch the train at 10.25am.. we boarded the sentul train, headed for kl sentral.. another significant place to be noticed in this post.. the journey was rather smooth.. we reached within 20 minutes time.. three of us werent frequent passenger.. hence.. couldnt even find the direction to kl monorail.. walk to and fro two times before we found the place.. then, boarded the kl monorail and reached imbi at 11.05am.. wow.. just exactly the time i espected.. waited for a while for my partner, bernice.. and we took our brunch in gasoline.. haha.. a rather good experience there also.. at first, we choosed to sit in a caves.. after that, changed to another small area which is surrounded.. 4 of us just cramped ourself in a small area.. sitting on the floor having our food.. new experience though.. then, another member turned up.. and these are the group which will headed to the destination that day.. Bintang Walk..
first scene was taken in front of sungei wang.. we did a brief introduction and started to speak out whatever that come in mind.. a good shot was taken here.. may share with you guys after editing.. so wait for me ya.. then, we walked across the road in a very malaysian way.. heading to Lot 10.. standing in front of the signboard of bukit bintang to take another important scene.. then, it is the way along bintang walk.. two of us were actually unprepared.. so we just kept on introducing shopping complexes, restaurants... haha.. but that what is in bukit bintang.. luckily two of us do match well and managed to do a few more scenes about starhill gallery, kl plaza, and the final destination.. pavillion kl.. the weather was hot.. but it is suitable for video recording though.. then, it is time to have a rest since we kept on talking since two hours ago.. we went for dome.. and have our drink.. and that is the time bernice went back..
then come to the shopping time.. we walked for a few shops and finally get to buy a gift for our friend.. again.. hope she like it.. haha.. then we went back to kl sentral around 4 something.. and here we reached the climaks .. at first, we didnt realised the danger.. we stood in front of the lane while waiting for the train in kl sentral.. but we stand at a wrong place, the train went over and we didnt manage to catch the first train.. then, we planned to wait for the second train.. we stood in front of the place where the previous train stop, but we aim wrongly again.. and this time, it is around 5 something.. we missed the train again.. but the crowd dont seem to decrease while keep increasing.. now.. we start wondering, should we take bus home? but i thought, we got a return ticket, why dont we wait for 15 minutes more.. then.. another train arrived.. only one of my fren manage to squeeze himself among the crowd.. again.. we failed.. now.. all of us were in anger.. we changed our direction and planned to take rapid kl home.. omg.. again another waiting time.. and around 6 oclock.. we boarded our first bus which couldnt actually send us back.. then, the bus reached the klang bus station and me n nelson just change to another bus.. and now.. zan was alone is his bus.. haha.. both the bus travel paralelly.. and we keep seeing from another bus.. luckily.. federal highway wasnt congested and we reached subang at around 7.30pm.. but, we make a mistake again.. we pressed the ring too early and have to walk to the station in front.. finally we reached carrefour parking.. and here ends my long waiting journey from kl sentral.. thats the things that happen yesterday
thats all now.. got to sleep.. good night everyone.. will upload photo as soon as possible.. bye..

holiday is going to end..

hihi.. i am back to continue my long winded story.. although the grammar isnt very correct, hope all the viewer dont mind about it.. haha...
after all, i started to do some revision on chemistry... finish all the thinking skills questions... and be prepared to back to school.. 14th of sept is mooncake festival.. it is also known as the mid-autumn festival.. it is a traditional chinese festival which is celebrated every year on the 15th of chinese lunar calendar.. it is also my two friends birthday.. again.. a Happy belated Birthday to them.. love you gals.. then, started to wondering, what gift should i give them? after a long long thought, finally got some ideas already... on sunday, i went to my friends house.. and both of us started to write some words.. beautifying the card and wrap up the gift.. haha.. we gave something that is very significant to her.. haha.. cant tell you all what is it? but just a lame idea by me.. haha.. hope she like it..
then, hear come another week.. started to feel moody.. because have to go back to subang one day earlier.. to finish up my bukit bintang part.. manage to contact a few group members to join us.. haha.. the night alone in hostel was rather bored... didnt have anyone to talk to.. and even a mosquito fly by i would able to detect it.. haha... but on that night, i did do some homeworks which i havent finish in one and a half week.. what a lazy student am i? haiz.. i think i really need to improve a bit on my attitude.. if not, i think that i would suffer badly... especially next year.. which i may face exams twice.. the two times which will pay back my 15k.. i wanted it to be a worth one... haiz.. but, can i do that? i really not very sure about it..

Holiday week.. yuhoo..

Harlo everyone.. its me again... hihi.. it has been ten days i didnt post up anything... although these days were my mid term holiday.. very sorry for the slow rate.. holiday time always passed by so quickly.. within a blink of eye, i have already started my first day class... but what have i done these days? a very standard answer would come out.. sleep, eat and sleep again.. omg.. these acts are just the best way to gain weight.. o...o...o... i dont want to gain weight anymore, please.. in the six months holidays, i have already gain around 3kg.. so sad.. haiz... luckily the number isnt increase now.. if not, i would just jump from 212x.. haha.. i am serious..
but, in this dull holidays, something happy do happen.. i got to change my handphone... wahaha... i am so happy with it... and thank you to my "ex-husband".. which have serve me for more then 3 years.. you have accompanied me go through happiness and tears.. and really miss your typing format... it is so easy and i have already used to it...
besides of this, i did receive my big letter.. as what my teacher said.. haha.. finally... i passed my piano practical.. i felt so pleased and this prooved that i am not that weak actually.. it paid back all my work these days.. thanks to my teacher who did teach me a lot.. so that i can pass.. but now, problem arise.. should i continue? that is the main point that i have to think about it now.. but will i have enough time to practise? can i cope it? grade 6 wasnt easy.. as theory.. it is a huge turning point to a more skillful playing.. haiz.. cant made decision now.. got to think carefully before do anything that might make me regret later.. to be continued...

Monday night...

harlo.. it is monday night... i was sitting down.. feel so tired n sleepy again.. although i have slept for 2 days, i still feel that i am so exhausted.. keep on yawning... open my mouth wide.. haha.. thats how i look now.. maybe you will find one big panda but not me... haha... holiday started already two days ago. but i havent do any homework, revision or even anything else.. i spent these days with sleep, eat and also sleep... zzzzz... repeated again...
haha... lets me tell me about what i have done in saturday.. the day that i went kl to record the malaysian studies video.. haha.. it was a tired day.. but it was rather enjoyable...
at first, i woke up at six something.. the earliest among these days.. walked with my friends to ktm subang jaya at 7.. quite a long distance actually... manage to catch the train at 8.15am... reach kl sentral before we took putra lrt to KLCC... reach there nine something.. we rushed to the ticket collection to get our ticket.. at first we just thought the tickets arent free.. haha.. it is free and we took 7 at the time 2pm... then take a few scenes like in the klcc park.. in front of the big fountain but it wasnt any water splashing out.. haha.. this part is incharged by zanfai and ong.. then we took rapid kl to our next destination- kl tower... we start to realise that the weather has changed.. the sky is clowdy and before we reached, it has started to rain... ouch.. i hate wet weather.. we climbed up to bukit nanas.. hahaa... i walk with a very slow speed.. because i feel so tired.. finally i reached up there.. luckily i didnt faint at half the way.. haha.. we took shots of the second destination.. kelly n yiwen did the shots for this part.. haha.. and left 3 of us didnt go up to the tower.. because entrance fee is needed.. later we finished this part and wait for the bus to back to klcc.. we waited for so long, but there isnt any bus.. then we decided to walk back to klcc... haiz.. another walking trip... but before that, kelly's shoes strap was broken..
we had our lunch in kimgary avenue k.. later we continued our recording in the klcc skybridge... the view from above there is magnificent.. it is amazing.. haha..
after that, it is the extra entertainment time.. we took putra to dang wangi station and monorail to imbi.. we decided to sing k in neway.. haha.. this is the time where we can enjoy and relax.. we went back to subang at 7pm.. reached there around 8.30pm.. the sky is still raining.. and all of us was tired.. some of us even get sick.. lost our voice.. haha.. a tiring day ends.. but it was fun... hope to get those pictures as soon as possible... haha... i want photos... thats all la, ll upload those pictures if i get it next time.. bye la.. nitez...

wahaha.. holiday lo..

haha... this is what we call not serious? no la.. just there isnt much place for us to make action? who looks best in this picture? comment please.. sure bernice la.. haha

hey... share some photos with you guys.. all my classmates here.. wow.. 0806PM16.. the best class.. haha.. why? because i am there? hehe.. just kidding...

harlo.. to everyone who view this post, i want to tell you all that i am having my holiday now.. haha.. i feel so excited and happy now.. anyone there has the same feeling as me? erm.. although this holidays last only one and a half week, but i will appreciate every second of it.. because finally i can stay at home and have a good rest.. without have to worry about all those crazy tests which made me feel so down.. all my failures happen here.. OMG.. what can i do to recover my condition? who can tell me the answer? although i try to enjoy the moments here, but in the end, i will feel so depressed.. that is what i am facing now.. so sad and so emo.. haiz3.. why i cant enjoy my college life? in fact, sometimes i may think that i am regretting now.. so do i? but i wont have strength to do so lo...

haha.. back to the main topic... what i have done these days? i can remember that i have 3 days holidays last week.. that is due to independence day.. that is the only sunday i can spend some more time in sleeping.. haha.. what i have done in that weekend? it is just eat and sleep.. and also meet up my two best friends.. having tea in the new shop.. before that in that weekend on friday, i went shopping in midvalley.. managed to get 2 t shirt and a new trousers with big discounts.. haha.. it was cool... then, another hectic week is coming.. everyday full with homeworks, tests... furthermore the weather is bad.. rain everydays.. maybe the sky feel sad for me too.. isnt it so? today is worst among all.. two tests in one day.. the day before is malaysian studies test.. made me dont even have the happiness that i will have holidays after this...

Malaysian studies? made me think of we have to do a video clip and submit it.. we have to go to KL to finish our recording tomorrow.. thats why i still stay in hostel although weekend is coming.. most of my housemates have went home.. left only 3 of us.. but there is something special today.. haha.. lets recap.. four of us went sunway for window shopping.. we spent so many hours there and buy nothing.. haha.. we had kimgary for lunch and i join the membership... the previlege is quite ok.. and i think that it is worth.. haha.. after that, we took bus home.. after that, we went out again in 11pm.. my fren come from his house and find us in subang.. wow.. it sounds crazy.. but it does happen.. finally, we not turning up yumcha, but just sit down and chat.. haha..

thats what i have done today.. but anyway, it was fun.. love it.. haha..

thats all la.. it is nearly 2.30am.. byebye.. wait for my next post o...

yuhoo.. part 3.. gathering

wow.. amazing right? they are approaching each other... nice photo taken by my friend.. just have a smart guess which one is belong to me? haha... and who is the background scene?

wow.. large sugar cane in AC is this size.... wat the... i just manage to finish 3 quarter... as comparison to ordinary cup, it is really gigantic... n cost me rm4++

wahaha.. four large french fries... finish in few minutes by us.. really amazing leh?

haha.. lets change to a happier topic in this post.. We are having a gathering party for all the ex fifth former... so are u guys interested to attend? Basically, it would held around 2o something of september... and the venue is in lyeyien house.. we would like to gather as much friends as possible... no matter where you are, what you become? haha... thus it does need a proper management... so need patience from you all.. because we cant decide all those things now.. but sincerely hope that all our friends can attend... we can share whatever experience we had in our studies... our new perspectives of life.. haha.. i am sure you guys will enjoy yourself.. haha.. a very lame promise... hehe.. i feel that my way of talking has changed a bit after i study here.. haha.. become weird2 already.. so how about all of you? haha.. please response as soon as possible... haha.. cooperate from all of u is appreciated... thanks a lot.. really miss you guys a lot... and will always remember the every second that we spent together... tats all lu... bye2... see ya in next posts.. tomorrow is friday.. and i will have 3 days holidays after it.. wow.. it is so syok.. hahaha... i am over excited already... hehe... good night, everyone...

p/s: Gathering party

yuhoo.. part 2..

hey.. friends.. in order to achieve what i am targeting, i separate my post into parts.. haha.. the length will be more or less the same.. but then is just few incidents that come in my mind.. erm.. i think among them sure will be my piano practical exam... it was such a bad day for me... i start my journey at around half past six.. and i managed to reach there after 3 hours later... the traffic is damn congested... and the car cant even move a few inches in a few metres.. i feel so nervous... and at that moment, i think, i am gone.. my exam has gone... all the effort i have put in has gone... i feel so sad and down.. luckily.. my piano teacher manage to ask another student to go in at my time.. and i just reach there about 5 to 10 minutes late.. i feel damn nervous and my mind at that time is totally blank.. what is just rotating in my mind now is i accidentally miss my exam... oh... i feel so bad... actually i dont know that do i perform well that day? or i just cramp in the exam room? i would feel very sorry to my piano teacher if i fail it again... so, please pray for me.. so that i can pass it... please.. it was rather a moody day for me... haiz3... i would perform better if i wasnt in that condition... cant say anything about it already.. just wait one month later, my result will be out... just after it, i have to rush back to college again... because that day, i will have my double chemistry period.. i miss my maths period.. and the teacher is teaching a part that i am weak at... haiz3... again... i feel so bad.. and the wheather is just as bad as my mood.. it rains for the whole day... as like tears from my heart..

yuhoo.. part 1

Harlo.. friends.. it is the tenth day since my last post... again these days were really busy.. actually, what have i done? I am trying hard to recall now.. Dudu... dudu... Network busy.. finally something come into my mind.. Erm.. it was last friday.. i went sunway with my friends.. we had our lunch in a japanese food restaurant.. haha.. food is nice.. but price is even nice lo.. we plan to eat at kimgary.. but it was so crowded.. so friends, i am still waiting for my kimgary lunch.. haha.. after that, we start our mission that day, look for a jacket. Why we want to search for it? do you all know the reason? it is because the aircon system in our college is over powerful.. All of us just feel like we are in the north or south pole everyday.. even worse is it is raining season now.. We will freeze if this condition continued to happen.. and a minor accident occur that day.. i close the car day n hurt my friends palm.. feel so sorry for him.. haha.. he is recovering now.. We managed to look for a nice jacket that day... and then we just manage to walk for few minutes and after that we have to rush back to college... then, another incident that come to my mind.. i cant really remember when is it? but it was a special experience for me though.. we plan to celebrate our classmate belated birthday.. we rushed to bakery cottage and get a cute cake for her.. but.... at the moment we want to pay, we realised that we dont even have enough money.. OMG... i ran back to library and get money from my friend.. haha.. then, we just have a small celebration with her... haha.. first time feel so "fish".. haha..

3rd post only...

harlo.. friends... it's only my third post this month.. a rather slow rate of production... haha.. wow... while i am typing the words now, actually my eyes are half-closed already... i feel very sleepy now.. although it is just 10pm... i slept late yesterday, so until now i still very blur.. my mind cant turn well already and it cant process many things already... so dont asked me to do questions now... sure i will stuck... lets me just briefly tell you all what i have done these days.. last weekend was so busy, dont have chance to meet up my friends... and they are having holiday leh... so good.. i really jealous leh... hahaha.. but i will have mine in the middle of september, so lets countdown.. stil have how many days? around 17 days... haha... so happy... i can sleep until afternoon at that time. go shopping... and spend my time with all sorts of stuff which i wish to do now... but one sad thing is, carnival sales end just exactly on the day i start to have holiday... damn bad la... and today just finish my chemistry test... oh ya... last friday was my math test... omg.. i get tonnes of silly mistakes again... around 11 marks i lose due to careless mistakes... haiz3... for sure i will take that as my big lesson... if not i at least can get B... haiz3... so sad... erm... anything that was happy happened these days? cant think any actually... my life now is a bit miserable... not organised... haiz... thats all la... hope that i can post up some happy events later.. see ya guys.. haha.. good night also..

tired ar...

hihi... everybody.. its me again.. the author of this blog again.. wahaha... how are you guys? is it everything ok? or just enjoying yourself? in holiday mood? or suffering with final exam? i am kinda special case... i am having my ordinary classes these days, but added with tonnes of homeworks and tests.. i think this week is the worst.. having thinking skill test tomorrow, physics and maths tests in friday.. and chemistry test on next monday.. all these tests just come together, made me feel so down... a bit stress due to good performance by other friends... and i am the type which can be categorised as weak.. haiz.. since when i become this? answers is so clear.. since i come here... and since i didnt study for more then half a year.. my memory isnt that good and due to that, i am suffering badly now.. i can say that i work harder compare to recent days.. i do revision at night.. i sacrifice my nap time to do homeworks given by teacher.. but i am still in a mess... haiz... this topic will never end... i will keep complaining these things.... i think that write on this blog is a way for me to release my stress.. haha... i can post up something that are bothering me... something that is happy.. or some interesting event... and the best is, the probability to be seen by others is so low... haha.. i can say whatever i want and talk in what manner i want... haha... yesterday wasnt a good day for me.. i was struck by a sudden gastric pain after lunch and dinner... and our physics teacher told us a bad new which made most of us feel so down... haiz3... looking forward for a happy event to occur... who can help me to achieve that? haha.. thats all la.. there is still some more homework waiting for me... bye2 la... g9...

streamyx!!

wow.. group of my classmates.. haha.. i think we are in the wrong direction la.. why we are promoting the shophouses opposite?
hehe.. stuck among friends and even worse i look like closing my eyes that time.. baskin robbin... wahaha..

wow.. the first time i saw crowd in car park.. haha.. can you locate someone you know from this picture? just try and see..

harlo everybody... good evening... today is 10th of august.. i am sitting in my hostel room... surfing the internet using the streamyx connection.. haha... waited for so long and finally i can use it... so excited now... these ten days pass by so quicly.. i still remember the day i wrote the previous post.. lets us start with that day.. i went to watch Batman with my friends... It is a nice film... all of us enjoy it... then another week come... i get back all my test papers and each of it is a heart attack for me.. My chemistry marks was so low until i cant accept it.. it broke my record in 18 years.. it was the lowest mark in my life.. i was so disappointed with it. actually i started to feel regret now.. am i chosen a wrong way? this question come back in my mind again... haiz.. i cant look back now... what i can do is just try to persuade myself that i am correct til this moment! let us change topic to something happier... last wednesday was our college charity carnival.. we were given 4 hours break to attend for this carnival. It was quite a nice activity.. i was enjoying it.. there were food stalls, games, haunted house and many more... It was the most special since i enter this college... haha... love it.. two days ago, was 8th of August 2008... i am sure chinese from all over the world for sure will know what date is it? It is Olympic Games in Beijing... One world One dream... As a chinese, i am proud of the opening ceremony... a fantastic opening... it was so grand... great job... and that day was chinese valentine days.. so many couple are having their marriage on that day... because it will only occur once in a hundred years.. haha.. dats all la... bb...

Too boring...

hihi... welcome to my first post in august... today is first august... time is around 12.10am... i m sitting in the library, facing the computer now... i have no class today, but not going home yet, want to go for movie with my roommate after this. Yesterday night i was so relax. Didnt do any homework, revision. i just watch drama n lie on my bed... looking at the ceiling... my mind was so blank at that time... after a stressful month, finally i can have a gud sleep without worrying that i will wake up late tomorrow... its a nice day for me.. i just finish my breakfast and lunch in the market.. with two of my classmates... today is a quiet day... none of us talk much... so it is such a peaceful day... hahaha... my mind can relax now... enjoy my only holiday... hope that i can get ticket after this... to let me forget all those unhappy things... let it just dump into the big rubbish bin... and leave my mind forever...
tomorrow is a tiring day, i guess... i just dislike play through session.. i will perform bad everytime... my fingers just look like lost of control... haiz3...
a short post today, cant think any special topic to talk about... now listening to cartoon songs.. wahaha.. first time o... thats all la... bye2... miz ya...

wahaha... hit target again....

yo.... very happy neh.. stil k reach target although dun hav internet services in hostel... i m quite proud of myself... wahaha....bcum sot2 again.... cuz tml dun hav class... finally i k rest a while n hav a better sleep... n k go 4 movie... hahaha... so happy... tis is my 1st holiday after exactly 1 month i m studyin here... life here is rather hectic... tiring... n stressful.. b4 tat during secondary time would hav a thought dat college life is fun n enjoyable... bt i dun thk so... pre u is jz lik a preparation 4 us 2 face Uni soon.. all de thgs dat v studied r much deeper... n de effort dat v hav 2 paid is much more... hav 2 finish homework.. revise wat tcer hav teach n tests after few chapters... n get very low marks in it... mayb my lowest test mark in my 12 yrs of study... these r d thgs i m facing now... d only thgs dat i k say is nice is, meetin nice n friendly frens... v would do homeworks together everyday... i m glad 2 hav such a nice frens... after one whole month, i realise dat v really hav 2 work very2 hard in order 2 get wat v 1... n living alone outside is so lonely...i hav 2 do all sorts of thgs by myself... especially wake up on time... this is my biggest problem since d 1st day... luckily i gt a gud companion 2 wake me up... if nt, i ll b late 4 everyday... now is nearly 8oclock d... there isnt many pple in the web now... the street in front of college is stil bc... while i m hanging around to rest n relax... now, i would lik 2 start my 2nd month wit more hardwork... k i do it? i must hav 2... if nt, i ll b d one who is left bhind...
september ll b my 1st holiday break... i hope dat i k enjoy myself @ dat time... bt sadly i found out dat none of my frens hav d same holiday time wit me... made me so sad... really looking forward 2 go shopping wit them... n our ice-skating plan since years ago... could it b a reality in one day? i hope so... dats all la... a bit tired 2 type words d... bb...

Days come days go...

Hihi.. frens.. I m working hard now... 2 find some topic 2 post... bt my brain is jamming now... realli cant thk, n furthermore, i m so sleepy... sad... these week chem test.. i jz dun hav enough time 2 finish my structure question which made up most of d test marks... damn frusfrated now... although i studied, bt finally cum out wit nthg... i m more hardworkin den secondary time... bt stil i m struggling... sumtimes would thk, i m regret... bt if i choose d other path, i cant guarantee dat i wont regret... so, wat k i say now? jz dot dot dot... in bad mood these days... sick d... sick twice in a month... wat a big record! finally sthg happy would cum later... tis fri no class... my mind at least k rest 4 a day... without hav 2 carry on d same schedule eviday... wake up.. schul time... library time.. bac 2 hostel... i shd work hard, i noe... i m tryin my best 2 capture everythg... save them in my mind, so dat i wont 4get it after sumtime... i like studying actually... bt i hate exam... in my opinion, exam is nt d only tool 2 measure sum1 ability... mayb they dont perform durin exam time, bt tis doesnt mean dat he or she is weak... now, sitting in front of d pc.. bt my mind is blank... any1 k giv me sum advice? so dat i wont feel so down? haiz3... i knew dat no 1 k help me... july is goin 2 end soon... my 1st month in college ends wit all sorts of memory... sum gud thg, bt wit sum unhappy thg oso... life is jz lik a tide, there r up n down all d time... wat v hav 2 do now, is face it wit open-minded... put aside all unhappy events, n face a new day wit new inspiration... road ll nt cum 2 a dead end... if v try, peak of mountain is jz a step forward... frens.. let us work hard together 2 achieve wat v 1... bb...

After one month..

Time passes by so fast... I hav been start my college life since 4 weeks ago... in conclusion, things go by quite smoothly.. except 4 those bad thgs tat happen... the 1st month in my life dat i live alone... nt by my parents side... in a new place... noe no one b4... hav 2 recall many2 thgs... hav 2 put double efforts n hav 2 survive among competition... these r d thgs tat i hav 2 face... anyway, i cant run away fr tis, bt hav 2 stand still n face it boldly... i jz hope tat i k do my best... achieve wat i 1, n finally without regret... after all, i thk one n half year might nt b a long time... it would end any time wen u wake up fr ur sleep...
Now.. how k i describe my feeling? a bit lost of direction... n a strong desire 2 overcome all these... n bcum d final winner... tis is sort lik a match... i m d player... no one could affect the game final result.. except 4 de effort fr d player itself... i nid support fr u all.. especially during d time i feel weak... i nid sum1 2 stand by my side n ensure tat i wont fall again....
Practical exam is around de corner... i hav no time 2 practise except 4 weekends... i dont 1 2 b lik last year... can i overcum my nerves? k i kick away all de butterflies in my stomach? stil in doubt.. frens.. how r u all? i m feelin nt gud at tis moment... hope dat nex week ll b a nice week... bb... take k..

Part 3.. study life...

1st of july is my 1st day 2 study.. all those subject tcer start wit introducing ourself.. n told us bout de exam format.. n wat shock me is.. maths teacher start giving out homework... wat a blow 4 me.. its only my 1st day.. plz let me relax a bit... sob.. sad... n i m happy 2 get noe tat my class there r a huge number of koreans.. haha.. more den 10 students r international students... myanmmar.. maldives.. philippines.. tanzania.. haha... after all... i jz try 2 remember their name n get noe them.. haha... de 1st week ends wit a quite ok mood... bt then de 2nd week is worst.. i m sick... sick 4 so many days.. fever.. headache... i thk is due 2 i drink 2 few h20.. n get cold... de classroom r so cold.. i hav 2 wear jacket 2 schul everyday... lik i m in south pole now... startin 2 adapt better now... get sum nice frens.. v ll stay bac in library 2 do our homeworks... always hav our lunch together... tats all 4 tis time.. cuz hav 2 start study my chemistry d.. tats all la.. bb.. take care... miz ya

Part 2... Orientation Day..

Wow... 30th june... a day tat i hav wait 4 months... finally it arrive... v woke up quite early tat day.. around 7am.. de orientation stuff ll only start @ 9am... v went 2 de MPH at around 8.45am.. bt is amazing... wen v reach there.. its oledi a huge crowd sitting in de hall.. its around 500 students there.. 4 our intake.. v choose a place 2 sit down n a long session of talk starts... n i found out tat my roomate n i is nt allocated in a same class... haiz.. i start wonderin who is in a same class wit me? there is a break at 12pm... b4 v went 2 our classroom as shown in de map given... i follow my roomate 2 de student central 2 take photo.. n i found out tat a gal i met on 28th durin de siginig agreement time is same class wit me... wow.. i finally met sum1.. haha.. so happy.. n at tat time, v meet a few more frens lik chel, mich, yvonne, xueqi, zikang... n all of us later hav our lunch in McD... b4 tat.. v went 2 our class.. my class is PM16... n my mentor is ms glayds.. a nice young teacher... v were lead by students leader 2 walk around de college... show us where labs is.. our class is... n then another session by counsellor... b4 de orientation ends... it ended around 3pm... v hav a meal b4 return 2 de hostel again... at tat time.. quite envy 2 start de nex day... cuz hav wait 4 so long.. finally i ll start... haha.. tats my 1st part of orientation.. although a bit bored.. bt stil a brand new experience 4 me... alone there.. without knowing any1 else.. at nite.. other houz mate r bac.. all of them r very nice.. frenly n helpful.. stef.. jan.. bijeng.. haha... tats how 30th ends... gt 2 sleep early oso.. tml ll hav class on 8am... n this is how my hectic life starts...

Too much 2 talk about... Part 1...

Hihi frens... Today is 20th july... n tis is jz my 1st post in July.. I hav been so bc these 3 weeks.. doin sorts of thgs.. Dun even hav enough time 2 sit in front of de pc 2 write a post...
Erm.. lets me start wit de day i went 2 register my hostel.. v wait 4 quite a long time b4 v k get in 2 sigh de agreements.. get chance 2 meet a few frens at tat time.. cat.. stef.. shan.. sam.. n one of time is now my gud fren n my classmate.. haha.. den i hav 2 shift all ny thgs up 2 d my room.. its on 3rd floor.. i hav climb up the stairs eviday.. haiz.. its 2 tiring... n de 1st day i oledi made a big mistake.. i left my keys in rooms n get down 2 take my thgs.. then my roomate leave.. wow.. i gt 2 run a AC 2 get de room keys fr her.. n rush up again... haiz3.. such an unforgettable thgs... den i went 2 hav a walk in Midvalley b4 returnin there in evening... i spent my 1st day there.. nt a nice sleep.. cuz de bed is so thin.. i feel lik sleep on de hard metal rod.. n keep listening 2 annoying sound fr AC..
on de 2nd day... v clean our room n living hall.. others roomate havent cum bac fr their vacation.. jz both of us n another gal.. @ 1st me n my roomate jz talk so few... cuz stil new 2 each other... haha.. den my parents cum 2 visit me again.. v go sumway 2 hav a walk.. buy sumthgs... n return there in d afternoon... at nite.. both of us went 2 Ac 2 hav our dinner.. our 1st dinner there... went 2 bed quite early cuz tml is orientation day....

Jz drop by..

Cum bac here Again... 2 wish u all ..
ALL THE BEST..
GUD LUCK
MIZ U ALL>>
TAKE CARE>>

Sayonara..

Hihi... tis is my 6th post... n mayb my last post b4 i start my college life.. Jz feel tat nt tat happy compare 2 wat i m waitin 4.. jz a bit of worried.. wonderin how ll it b? k i do well in my study? k i live by myself? 4 d 1st time since i was born, i leave my family.. n live alone outside... i hav 2 take k of all d thgs includin small2 thgs which i never bother b4...
2day jz keepin 2 pack my thgs... lots of thgs hav 2 b bring.. fr clothes to accessories.. fr shoes to spec, fr books to bolster.. all these made me so dizzy... movin up n down 2 pack these thgs.. haiz.. if i k hav my own room, tis would b better... n til now.. i duno who my roomate ll b.. jz under reserve... hope she is a very nice n friendly gal...
Tml hav 2 move d... dun brin pc yet... so cant on9 d... no more msn... no more blogger.. no more facebook.. no more friendster... no more songs download.. no more youtube... i sure ll feel lik lack of sthg there... cuz 4 more den half year.. i spent my life wit these websites...
I ll take k of myself.. n so do u all... bb... MIz u All... (",)

22nd June...

Hihi... frens.. its my 5th post... again.. i m workin hard 4 achieve my target every month.. try 2 find any nice n special topic 2 share wit u all.. hehe.. so i put a quite special title in tis post.. it's 2day date.. haha.. actuali 2day isnt any special day 4 u n i.. mayb an unforgettable day 4 sum1.. hehe... fr d newspaper 2day.. 22nd june is stephen chow birthday.. n as i noe, yesterday is prince william birthday... wow...

bac 2 ordinary stuff.. wat i hav done these days? 2day.. i went 2 my fren house... v jz chat n talk bout her job... how she threat her students n vice versa? a strict teacher, i thk... bt i m sure she is a gud teacher... concern bout their studies...

n yesterday.. spent most of my time practising piano bcuz there is a play through session in my music centre... i m practising so hard... bt i jz cant conquer my fear... my fingers shake... thus i start 2 made mistake... haiz... who k teach me how 2 conquer it? so i k b brave.. face all tis wit broad smile n peaceful mind...

n on friday... i went 2 settle my college fees... i found out tat my apartment no is 212X.. wat a weird no? where izit? n was told either 3rd or 4th floor.. haiz.. pity me.. means everyday i hav 2 walk so many steps of stair? after tat, v walk a while in sunway pyramid.. buy sum stationary... eat my lunch n after tat bac home.. cuz i hav my theory class.. grade 7 stuff really tough.. wit figured bass.. suspension... all these made me feel so blur... jz hope k understand in a short time...

erm.. thursday.. wat hav i done? cant remember d... so i thk i hav 2 stop now... bb.. take care...

Time goes by...

Hihi.. frenz... welcome again.. thx 4 viewin my 4th post tis month... n 4 those who feel free.. k leave comment @ my previous post oso... i ll reply as soon as possible de... countin d calendar again... in less den 2 weeks time, i ll nt b free as now.. sitin in front of d laptop n writin post.. or checkin my mail, webpages n etc... n long time i dun chat on9 d... start 2 feel very bored... n very less topic 2 talk about.. even wit my best fren... v ll bcum "wordless" everytime.. haha.. but durin d time v meet.. v k talk until midnite.. d non stop type... haha...
erm... actuali no main topic 4 tis post oso... cuz cant thk 1 major thg 2 talk about.. so lets recall wat i hav done these few days... yesterday.. i went 2 a wedding dinner wit my mum... tis made me really feel tat time pass by in jz a blink of eye... i havent met d groom 4 more then ten years.. stil as handsome as years ago... haha... now he is workin in sg now.. as a chef.. gratz 2 him... n bside tis.. i jz cant recall any special events tat has happen.. rather boring day..
these days i hav been practisin my scale... haiz.. very tired.. n my pieces.. i hav 2 get used 2 it b4 i shift... exam ll b on 26/27th in impiana oso.. a nt gud memory there... haha.. bet u all noe wat izit? hav 2 work harder tis year.. 2 pass it... n duno 1 2 continue it o nt? jz duno wat shd i do? can i cope it? mayb.. wit triple tonne of effort...
tml gt 2 go 4 dentist check-up.. 4get 2 go 4 scaling.. haha.. really forgetful ya... erm.. suddenly thk of my frens.. very miz them... duno how they r? one even work as a teacher in primary schul.. hope she k do well... n gain entry 2 training college... n d other 1.. in kl.. learning her language... work hard 4 her dream.. haha.. gud luck 2 them...
tats all la.. hav 2 stop d.. bb...

Nthg special..

Hihi.. frens.. my 3rd post 4 tis month.. workin hard again 4 achieve my target.. at least 6 post a month.. but these days realli borin.. Nthg special tat happen... even nt goin out fr house... everyday repeatin d same thgs... wake up @ 7am, help up in d shop.. finish my job at 11am... hav my breakfast then... or my "brunch"... after tat, read newspaper... on9... n start 2 feel sleepy @ 2pm... take a nap til 4pm... sumtime ll hav tuition.. or practise my piano in d evening... then it's dinner time... watch tv after tat... In 8pm.. time 2 practise piano again.. 9pm.. time 2 on9 again... after tat, may go 2 sleep o watch tv again.. wish 2 watch euro these days... but it is so late.. all d game is after 12pm.. i jz din watch much... n d most important thg is, d team which i support didnt even manage 2 enter d final round.. wat a big blow 4 me... n many other fans... haiz.. jz wish they can perform well in d world cup in 2 yrs time...

bside these... all my frens r nt around d.. made me feel so bored... goin 2 burst... haiz.. haiz.. haiz... miz d time b4... wen i was wit them... fightin bravely 4 d exam... although it is a tough time... but v stil couldnt 4get it... is stil my best memory in my life... (@.@)

erm... i went kl this tues.. n get my new spec.. haha... nice spec.. but i thk is quite expensiv... but this is due 2 my high index... haiz... y my power is so high? if nt, i k change spec quite frequently... i oso cut my hair... all tis is my preparation b4 i start my sem.. haha.. but i was told i look old wit my new spec n new hair cut... so pity ler... i dun1 2 look mature la... although i m nt young d.. haha..

tis sun i k attend a wedding dinner... so i k eat pingpun d... haha.. so happy...

tats all 4 tis post... bb lo... c u all in nex post...

Cant wait it..

Hihi.. frens.. welcome 2 view my 2nd post in june.. 2day is 8th of june.. exactly 20 days more i ll hav 2 shift 2 my hostel d.. n spend 1 n a half years there.. mayb there ll b more.. haha.. actuali, tis mayb d 1st time in my life tat i cant wait 2 start study.. y ll i feel lik tat? jz bcuz of i dun go 2 schul 4 more den half years, i thk.. i start 2 miss d days wen i m in schul.. wit my frens.. workin hard n oso playin hard.. i m nt d kind of serious student in schul.. although sumtime i care seriously in how i perform.. but i thk tat.. i didnt pay enough effort 2 study well.. if nt, i shdnt face wat i m facin now.. although thkin bout tat now, is sort da 2 late d.. but jz 1 2 let u all noe, regret after sthg tat had happen is a bad feelin.. so dun do anythg tat ll made u regret in ur life..
Bac 2 my topic, i was hapy 2 noe tat i was placed in my place apartment n it is a twin sharin.. haha.. shd b a gud news 4 me.. cuz it is near n not triple sharin.. 1 thg tat i m worried now is, who ll b my roomate.. jz wish tat she is nice gal n is same race as me.. so tat i k communicate wit her easily n could mix well in a short time... erm.. ten days more.. i shd start 2 pack all my thgs.. n buy watever tat i dont hav... n most important is, fix my mindset tat i hav 2 live alone outside.. without companion.. n hav 2 work hard.. study hard.. n enjoy my life there.. n i jz hope i k dun feel sleepy again in noon... i hav been spendin 2 much time in sleepin 4 these days.. made me feel dizzy everytime wen reach noon..
den lets talk bout wat i hav do these few days.. i went 2 KL on 3rd.. made my new pairs of spectacles n it is so nice.. ll upload it in nex post.. haha... n yesterday, 7th is my fren bday.. v go out 2 celebrate wit him.. although jz a few of us.. but v stil chat happily n play games.. haha.. it is so fun.. den i reciv a gift fr my another fren, thx 4 ur cute pig.. hehe..
tats all 4 tis post.. hav 2 stop.. n leave sum idea so tat can post it in nex post.. haha.. bb..

Happy Birthday..

Harlo frens.. my 1st post durin my bday time.. Jz 1 2 wish myself a very Happy Birthday.. May all my dreams ll cum true.. haha.. sound so weird wishin myself.. although it is my 18th bday.. but it jz pass by so simple.. gt a Tiramisu fr SR.. n a rather heavy dinner.. haha.. n all d wishes fr my frens.. Thanks 4 wishes fr u all.. I m very happy... Thanx.. (",) love ya...

Jz cant imagine time pass by in jz a wink.. i m oledi 18.. stil remember those days wen i m stil small.. haha... those nolstalgic moment ll b my best memory in d life.. haha..

N again.. Happy Birthday.. oso 2 my fren who share a same bday wit me..

Busy days..

Hihi.. frens.. tis is my 7th post n ll b my last post 4 d month.. cuz 2day oledi 31st.. haha.. but hepi 2 hav 7 post in tis month.. how r u all? erm.. wat shd i start wit leh? many thgs tat i do in tis 10 days since my last post.. jz would lik 2 share sum wit u all..

on 28th.. i follow my ex-schul chinese society trip 2 Kl.. but i dun hav frens around.. i m so bored tat day.. jz go chocolate factory.. eye on msia.. petrosains.. n aquaria klcc.. anyway.. it is nice.. but i thk is a record 4 me 2 ride on eye on msia 4 d 3rd time.. haha.. 3 times.. both wit different feelings.. ll i hav d 4th ride? haha..

on d 29th.. i accompany my fren go Tm cut her hair... but d shop is jz so crowded.. v hav 2 wait 4 6 pple b4 she get her turn.. n d whole trip 2 Tm cost us 7 hrs.. so can u all imagine how long did both of us wait..? luckily v gt go kfc hav our lunch 1st.. if nt.. i ll faint jz bcuz of 2 hungry.. haha.. n i thk i hav watch 5 episodes of drama there.. d duration is too long...

then yesterday turn.. i went Kl wit my family.. goin 4 shopin spree.. but i jz cant find my watch n my shoes yet.. jz gt my wallet n 1 T shirt.. but it is so cheap.. all d thgs v bought is so cheap.. even sum up 2 70% discount.. wahaha.. feel very hepi wen go shopin wit tis big discount.. bt v go home quite early.. n i dun met my fren who gone there 2..

few hours ago.. i went 2 my frens house.. cuz my another cum out 2 find us.. v jz chat watever which cum up in our mind.. although nt much hot topic 2 talk about.. but hepi 2 meet them as i noe after i start my sem, i ll b very bc.. sure ll miz all my frens...

hehe.. these r all d thgs tat i hav done in tis few days.. quite a busy week.. goin 2 kl for 3 times...

not much rest.. feel a bit tired.. n sleepy now.. haha.. tats all 4 tis post.. bb.. c u all in nex month...

Hit target..

Harlo frens! I hav hit my target 4 may.. haha.. tis is oledi my 6th post d.. congratz.. hey.. den wat shd i talk about in tis post leh? erm.. jz 1 2 say bye2 2 all my frens - who has gone 2 study... who ll goin 2 start study soon.. n those who r late, jz lik me.. haha.. many of them oledi shifted 2 their hostel n havin their new life there.. hope they k adapt well.. n study hard 2 achieve their dream.. i ll miz u all de.. jz hope v stil k keep contact although v r in differ place.. Miz n luv u guys.. haha..
N i reciv my 1st bday present tis year.. do u all noe wat is tat? a blanket n a bath towel.. haha.. given by 2 of my best frens.. haha.. thank you so much ya.. i jz lik it so much.. hehe..
Erm.. i oso find out tat i m not d last 2 start my sem.. haha.. there is another fren which ll start his sem in july oso.. haha.. i m d 2nd last only.. at least there is sum1 no nid 2 start study til july... haha..
erm.. 2day oso find out sthg new.. there is a new course offer in my college.. shd i take tat? it onli 1 yr.. n shd b easier.. 1 thg tat is nt gud is.. i cant change my route d.. i hav 2 stay there til my degree ends.. haiz.. wat a big blow 4 me.. y jz cant let me go study without hav 2 thk anymore? y always lik tat? jz 2 much choice 4 me.. n i hate 2 made decision.. especially decision which ll affect my future life.. n who k help me tis time?
bt sthg tat ll made me happy is, carnival sale is goin 2 start soon.. haha.. k go buy all my thgs b4 i start my term.. shoes.. bags.. spectacles.. n many2 more..
wat d nex thg 2 say.. eh... jz cant thk so sudden.. tats all la.. targetin 4 another post in tis month.. yoyo.. haha.. bb..

Happy...

Hihi.. frens.. tis is my 5th post 4 may.. wahaha.. so gud.. finally reach my minimum post 4 a month.. n 2day onli 17th.. i ll work more hard 2 post up thgs.. hehe.. erm.. yesterday was a happy one.. i pass my theory wit merit.. huhuhu.. finally sthg tat made me hepi happen.. since months ago.. but wit a small yi han.. if i k get 4 more marks.. i k get 50 pounds.. man.. is equal 2 300++ in Ringgit.. i k use 4 my living expenses 4 a month.. but k say better den my practical.. which is my 1st fail in my life.. feel so bad la.. n tis fail cost me 200++.. so expensiv.. i rather fail in those which is free.. haha..
Change topic.. haha.. finally found tat i ll b d last 2 start my sem.. so pity me.. haiz.. my last hope ll start her sem nex week le.. so leave me alone here..

duno is relieve or sad...?

after a few events of heart attack, finally all reveal.. haha.. i dun get it.. as my prediction b4.. cuz really hard 2 get it.. d percentage is as low as 0.01.. haha.. 2000 fr 7000.. n oledi 500 4 medic.. left onli 1500 4 us.. c d figure oledi noe is damn hard 2 get it.. erm.. wats my feeling now? relieve? or sad? me oso duno wat i feel now? actually it's hard 2 describe.. cant sleep yesterday.. thkin of it 4 so long d.. finally nt tat sad d.. now jz dun1 2 thk bout dat d.. leave tat bhind.. start my new life.. start 2 prepare 4 my new sem.. wa.. but looks lik stil hav decade 2 go.. all my frens ll start their sem soon le.. according 2 a nt tat accurate statistic.. mostly ll go 4 F6.. den is Utar .. Ktar.. n sum special case lik me lo.. haha.. but these can category as very few.. sum ll start theirs tml.. lik f6.. matrics..segi.. ll miz them 4 sure.. gud luck frens.. n work hard oso o.. ten more days would b utar n ktar... den others jz not tat sure.. one thg i would sure is i m sure i ll b d last.. n mayb mj.. haha.. both of us jz so poor.. hav 2 wait for more than half year 2 start our new sem.. now is raining d.. is d sky oso feel sad 4 us.. those who cant achive d scholarship.. haha.. but hepi oso cuz i m goin 4 my 1st choice long ago.. return 2 d original place.. n start again.. i m reborn.. wit new life.. new perspective.. n new hope.. hope i k enjoy my life there.. meet my prince.. wahaha.. jz jk.. put this pic again.. cuz feel d words is so meaningful.. haha..

heart attack..

hihi.. frens.. workin hard 2 achieve my 3rd post.. 2day realli ll bcum an unforgettable day 4 me.. luckily i din faint due 2 heart attack juz now.. found tat jpa ll b release tml d.. wa.. less than 4 hrs fr now.. how can i stand it? althgh dun put big hope in it.. but juz wish me gud luck n all da best.. bcuz it is my biggest hope now.. there r so many rumour b4 sayin different dates.. but all oso nt important d.. it ll release soon.. its a fact tat it ll jz release b4 f6 starts.. its a true fact.. duno wat is my fate..? but stil my dream.. hope 2 get it ler..
erm.. lets change a topic now.. 2day had a majlis in d multipurpose hall.. all of us jz wear smart clothes.. haha.. look lik office attire.. v reach there around 8.30am.. oledi a big crowd there.. met sum old frens.. chat a bit.. n wait 4 our turn 2 take d certs.. den, tats all.. v jz return home .. i hav lunch wit my frens n v talk 4 a long time.. many granfather stories v talk about.. haha..
bb la.. no mood 2 type more le..

feel no mood again..

haiz.. feel bad again.. duno y leh? actuali noe wat is d main factor de.. but dun1 2 talk bout it again.. these days really up n down.. sumtime ll feel gud, but after tat ll feel very bad.. haiz.. cham.. who k save me? i thk i ll bcum sot d b4 jun.. n break d world record.. d 1st person 2 bcum sot bcuz of little2 n not main thgs..
actuali y i 1 2 thk bout tat leh? actuali is non of my business, rite? wa.. its such gud reason 2 not blame myself.. n juz a silly reason.. not work @ all.. 2day realli bad a.. dun lik it.. feel annoyin n no mood.. plus all my sad thg.. haiz .. haiz.. haiz.. i thk d tree leaves in front of my house bcum yellow.. n start 2 drop le..
hehe.. i thk d person who read these sure duno wat i m talkin about.. but i juz 1 2 write it down.. so i k remember wat i thk now.. although tis look lik no title, no topic, n no nthg..
tats all la.. late d.. 1 2 stop writin all these thg le..

1st post in may

hihi.. frens.. tis is my 1st post in may.. haha.. n a bit sorry cuz cant achieve my target last month.. only 4 posts.. haha.. cuz wrote 2 much.. so time realli no topic... n a bit sad... always wit 0 comments.. haiz... any1 who c tis post.. at least drop me a smile.. i would be appreciate u a lot.. thx ya.. sumtime feel lik my blog a bit lik an arena 4 me 2 show all my unhappy event.. do u all agree wit me? haha.. i m sure it is..

erm.. wat hav i done since my last post? let me recall... @#$%%.. not really remember.. juz remember on d 30th i went kl wit my frens.. but 1 of my best fren dun follow.. not syok.. hehe.. v go by komuter.. start journey round8.12am.. then reach there 5 minutes 2 ten.. haha.. so fast.. n v juz chat on d train.. cuz long time dun c them d.. n v took monorail 2 imbi station.. haha.. suddenly remember 1 event.. me n ben juz go wrong way.. both of us hav 2 walk a long way round b4 meet back my other frens.. haiz.. a big round n tis made me so tired.. haha.. then v go 2 buy our ticket.. v watch run papa run.. a nice movie.. haha.. n v juz so lucky 2 meet another group of frens.. they r juz sitting in front of us oso.. haha.. b4 tat, v r havin breakfast in oldtown kopitiam.. then v accompany ben 2 try on new glasses.. haha.. another new experience.. after tat, here comes another frens lo.. v go 2 lowyat b4 v go 2 sg wang.. v juz walk around.. buyin thgs.. n havin food again in gasoline.. haha.. then its time 2 home lo.. wow.. drag 2 much on these..

1st may is labour day.. n 2nd may is my becks birthday.. haha.. happy birthday.. jz hope 2 told him tat i really lik him.. haha.. start my day dreamin agian.. then yesterday so bad.. go toilet 5 times.. duno y.. so bad la.. n i finish 10episodes in 1 day.. haha.. me very geng leh? then 2 day go my a po house 4 d 2st time.. haha.. so nice.. n v juz chat @ his room.. haha.. tats all 4 tis post.. c u all then.. bb..

(@.@) no mood..

hihi.. so qiuck hav 4th post le.. cuz 1 2 achieve at least 5 post a month.. hav 2 work harder a bit le.. but 2day really no mood.. feel a bit lost of direction.. cuz sthg unpredictable happen.. haha.. cant say wats tat, but juz bcuz of tat feel a bit lost of direction.. n made me feel very bad.. now really no mood.. haiz.. feel blank now.. really duno wat 2 do..
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frens.. who k help me? many annoyin thg juz keepin happen.. haiz.. sigh til all d tree leaves fall.. juz really hope all d thg i lik could go smoothly.. nt lik now.. all thgs juz hav a big block in front of me? y lik tat? so nt adil! suddenly thk of a word describe me: grief.. learn tru theory.. talk bout theory, result may out very soon.. n practical ll held at 26/27 aug.. wat a shock.. juz hope can go tru.. i dun1 repeat it again.. plz.. its such a shame if do tat so many times..
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bb.. a bit tired le..

Gambatte + Aza aza + 加油..

Hehe.. Only d 3rd post of tis month.. very low manufacturing tis month.. haha.. jz a bit lazy 2 post up new post.. i thk i hav bcum lazy n lazy le.. Not long from now, u all ll meet a cutie fat "pig".. n tat's me.. haha.. bt 4 sure i wont let all these bcum reality.. haha.. if then all my new clothes ll not b able 2 wear lo.. n i would b very sad of tat.. sob2.. but these days really bored, wit nthg gud 2 happen.. wat those which happen r juz annoyin thg.. which ll made me thk of tat 4 long2 time til all my hair turn white.. i dun1 2 b d nex yang guo.. (@.@)

N after these annoying days, i realise tat one fact which is, if u r given a chance 2 made decision, it would juz b a torturin event.. thus.. it could b sumthg i hate x3... tis made me recall one poem tat i read in f4 eng literature, the road not taken.. i thk tat my situation now is juz similar as d author tat time..i had choose a way tat less pple has travel, bt how ll it goes after tis, who knows? if i choose another way tat day, how would it b after 3 yrs? nobody knows oso.. n my parents juz kept tellin me 2 choose sumthg tat i really interested in, but wat is d real thg i lik? zzz... a damn hard question.. no1 can answer.. included myself..

now.. 2day.. a brand new day 4 me.. 2 start a life tat i choose.. but stil in blur2 situation.. stil wonderin around.. i actually quite admire sum of my frens.. they noe wat they lik, n they juz go 4 it without any lookin back.. brave step i can say.. hope they ll succeed 1 day.. in less than 100 days fr now, i thk i ll noe whether my path is correct.. so, i hav 2 do my best in order 2 achieve wat i 1.. now.. juz pray 2 hav gud motivation 2 do even better.. so.. tats y i put the title above.. frens.. bb..

ouch.. is tis a correct way?

hihi.. frens.. ten days fr my last post.. cuz these days pass by wit many high n low incidents.. @ 1st, me myself tend 2 change my mind b4.. start 2 feel doubt bout my own decision b4.. although thgt 2 b my last decision le.. N all thgs meet an end.. Tis can b describe as i was standin in a high peak of d mountain.. no way up.. juz way down.. hence.. wat shd i do? i start 2 plan 4 my new pathway.. then at last wednesday i receive an unpredictable offer.. wow.. wats a gud chance 4 me.. but shd i take it? is i go on wit tis, i may can safe a lots money.. bt ll it b d best choice 4 me..? again another tough question?... haiz... then.. a big blow 4 myself.. my biggest hope fall on2 my fren's hand le.. means i hav no hope le.. cham.. juz two days.. a happy 1 n a sad 1.. such an sad event 4 me.. nt far fr now.. 1 of my aim college ll start its sem.. shd i go there? although nt d most i lik, bt wit a reasonable price.. n oso nice hostel.. omg.. wat shd i do? then after sum deep thinkin.. stil hav no final decision.. cuz both wit its gud point.. another college gud point is gud reputation of its gud result shown by previous years students... so... so... wats shd i do? where shd i go? bling2.. juz pray 2 hav a sudden flash in my mind.. then i can noe wat actualy i 1, wat i prefer.. n wat i like... bt 1 thg i noe.. both place oso very bored.. no frens.. juz me.. no 1 i noe.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. so.. who k help me? plz.. bb

Wait.. n wait..

Harlo... every1.. who c dis post.. really long time didnt post.. more than 2 weeks i thk.. cuz really not free n no topic i thk.. but now.. would lik 2 share my experience durin my interview..

4th april @ putrajaya 2.45pm
i go there around 11 .. reach there nearly 1.. @ 1st look 4 my name on d list.. wow.. i m in panel 4.. its arrange accordin 2 birthday date.. n sign my name.. then.. wait 4 so long... many students there... mostly wear smart n tidy attire.. haha.. juz look lik office suit... then... i juz sittin there.. doin nthg.. i saw many other interviewee juz bc readin on sum info.. so well prepared.. not lik me.. so lazy.. i juz spend my time walkin around.. feel sleepy n go 2 toilet... haha.. mayb 2 nervous.. n bout 2.30pm.. v were called 2 enter there.. i juz walk 2 panel 4.. check my cert n wait.. n i m in group 2.. omg.. nid 2 wait again.. cham.. i juz sit there.. my heart beats so fast.. i was so nervous tat time.. n my face juz start 2 feel hot.. luckily.. meet sum fren.. n v start 2 chat.. i juz talk a lot.. 2 cool me down.. but stil feel nervous.. i found out mostly my group talk quiet fluently in eng... n i was happy 2 meet 2 fren which share my same birthday.. n a girl one day younger.. n another wit a wu.. hehe.. other juz 4get 2 ask...
v talk n chat n wait... v were told 2 enter @ around 4... v enter d room acrodin 2 our no.. i m no 3.. v sit in a semi circle.. n told 2 introduce ourself in bm.. d interviewer look nice n friendly.. i juz talk wat tat appear in my mind.. then v r given a topic 2 discuss in eng.. v giv our opinion.. n time passes so fast.. its 5pm.. v say bye2 2 d interviewer n leave d room.. i exchange hp no wit my frens there.. n very hepi 2 meet them.. then i juz go 2 restaurant downstair hav my lunch @ 5pm.. n then i return home.. haha.. tats wat happen tat day..

8th april @ icsj 8.30am
wow.. although is 2nd interview, stil feel nervous.. start my journey @ 6 sthg n reach there @ 7 sthg.. n juz hav a cup of tea 1st.. then go in around 8.. but get 2 noe hav 2 wait again.. cuz office ll onli open @ 9am.. wat a shock.. then v juz sit @ there.. saw many students cum in... then.. go 2 walk around.. saw other college students 2.. d surrounding there was so bc.. wit cars n students walkin.. then juz wait again.. another 2 arrive.. they walk staright 2 d conference room.. n they r allow 2 enter.. i juz follow by.. n they apply 4 differ course wit me.. gud.. not competitor.. v check our cert.. n sit down 2 wait.. i notice tat my course has d most crowd.. hope god ll bless me 2 get it.. i juz chat wit them.. d girl is fr muar.. wow.. tat far.. then come a guy fr ipoh.. haha.. they hav 2 come day b4.. n v juz talk n chat n wait.. same thg happen again.. then i m d third 2 enter.. they ask me brief question.. n i juz answer it.. whole process around 10 mins.. i noe tat many of them get excellent result.. wow.. wat a blow 2 me.. pray deeply again 2 get it.. v exchange hp no b4 went home.. n tats it.. haha..

day3.. really hope 2 get d 3rd call... plz... thx a lot..

haha.. tats my experience sharing la.. bb.. c u guys in nex post.. gud luck 2 myself..

Lastly... Settle Down...

Harlo every1... Tis is my 5th post in march... Cant imagine.. 2day oledi end of march le... everytime comin 2 d end of a month.. d feelin is reali deep... sumtime would review a lot of thgs... such as... wat has happen these days... i could say, it is reali an amazin march.. it would b my un4getable 1... i ve gone tru many hepi thgs, sad thgs, or annoyin incident... bt luckily... all has settle down.... i finali made my decision... finish sendin out application... n get my drivin license... hehe... tis is my 1st smile fr heart.. since these days.. (",)

Now i ll wait... if i m lucky 2 get scholarship, i ll go 4 it.. 2 catch my aim... n hope tat my decision wouldnt made me regret... i oso hope tat it ll b an ec way... so tat i can juz relax n concentrate... If nt, i ll go 4 d same way oso... bt pay myself wit a small discount.. Haha... So lets pray... May god n my lucky star bless me... So tat it can reduce sum economic burden... n save my parents hardly earn money... haha... so gud if i can get it... now hav 2 start 2 learn live by my own... cuz i m d kind of "messy pple"... i juz lazy 2 tidy up my thgs... i m in d situation of mess... Then, hav 2 start 2 pack up... my clothes... all my little2 thgs... haha.. hav 2 a mind set... n hope 2 brin my bolster along.. haha.. scared tat couldnt sleep @ nite without it... bt i was told 2 buy a new 1 n send there.. 4 sure i ll miss it a lot...

gt 2 go 4 lunch... bb lo... ll hav nex post very soon...

I m free.. i m back

Hey frens... Long time din post le... Around 10 days le... cuz these few days really bc... 1st nid study 4 theory exam... wake up very early tat day... around 5 sthg... n read my italian, french, n german terms... made me so dizzy... tired n sleepy... reach d schul around 7.30... hehe.. i m d 1st 2 reach @ smk tmn maluri... then i study there... n finally... sum fren arrive le... v start exam at 9... end onli at 12... 4 of us finish at 12... haha.. so guai... n our tcer juz very happy bcuz of tat... i thk d test ll b ok ba... juz pray tat d result ll b ok... then after 2 days... my result cum out le... nt tat beautiful... bt very lucky 2... din hav b3... n my chinese juz dai bou lam go... haha... although its juz nt d result i yearn 4, bt thx god 2... at least is a straight 1... bt ll b lesser chance 2 get full tuition fee waiver... stil wonderin wat course 2 choose... engineerin... many told me nt 2 take it... include sum of my tcer... biotech... many agree... bt in msia mayb stil nt tat strong yet... actuali... d most hard problem is which course do i prefer? tis made me so fan nao... haiz..
b4 tat... all my plkn frens has return... finally meet them... miss them so much... haha... then after tat... v went 2 celebrate in tm kfc... but onli a few of us.. then after tat, v juz bc applyin 4 thgs... n learn car... my greatest record is reach half way of genting... haha... then durin sat, i go edu fair in midvaley... i meet sum of my fren... walk wit ben n yy... bt so weird is din c mj @ all.. haha... then... v go buy present 4 fly n ma... then i go home yy mum... 1st time follow other go home... haha... then monday v celebrate birthday wit ma n mj... ma ll enter 2nd batch plkn... cy oso... duno how r them now leh? yesterday do ujian penilaian... always 4get signal...
then 2day... jpj test finally cum le... so nervous... so scared... then i go 4 on d road 1st... get 17 marks... pass le... wait 4 so long... then go 4 slope... 1st time stop b4 yellow line... jpj told me 2 try again... then ok le... parkin n 3 point oso pass le... hahahaha... i finally pass my test ler... so happy... nex week i gt my P... can learn 2 drive auto le... haha... tats all la... rainin le... gt off9 le... bb...

2 days to go...

Less than 48 hrs fr now.... i ll get my result...how would it b? juz pray 2 b good... hope can get d results i yearn 4.. 2day juz finish my theory exam... so far is ok lo... so plz let me pass wit at least merit.... thx a lot... so much 2 thk wen step in march.. b4 these theory exam... after spm result... nex nex wed is jpj test... made me 1 2 faint le... reali grow a lot white hair... lik yang guo.... so cham... so... so... plz... help me....

Such an unpredictable announcement.....

Yesterday wen i open up my msn messenger, saw 1 personal message which made me nearly fainted... "SPM result out on 12th Mar"... I juz couldnt accept it @ tat moment... made me bcum no mood le.... n then bcum sot2 le... lik lost my direction le.... b4 these reali hope 2 get it soon.... @ d end of feb... but after tat, feel lik 1 2 hide fr it le... i feel myself so mao dun.... sumtimes tis, sumtime tat.... but wat actuali i scared of is d real result... Ll it b 1 i hope 4? tis moment, i feel tat i m so helpless... cuz i hate d feelin 2 wait 4 sumthg... N then d time is not short... Around 1 week... I thk i would spend tis week wit all types of weird feelin... N if u send me 2 shopin complexes oso... i juz couldnt enjoy my time happily.... Eventhough tis looks silly, but it juz can happen on me... countdown... stil 7 days 2 go.... it can b a very short time... cuz i stil remember wen i start countdown wen i took my 1st paper... wen i thk back now, it juz a flash of light.... bt @ tat moment, 1 day seem 2 me lik 1 month.... d same thg happen now... by tis time, it is easier... cuz i didnt nid 2 scrash my head n do d question... i juz hav 2 sit down n WAIT..... bt i m quite bc these days... hav 2 face my theory exam... on nex monday... Stil duno how 2 differentiate d period thg... baroque, classical, romantic n 20th century... made me nearly explode off le.... n changing note, appoggiatura, n many more... wow... hope d question ll b very ec.... n can pass wit good marks! haha... so gambateh 4 myself... hehehehe..... n tml is my 1st class learn car... so nervous... hav 2 learn 7 times... b4 go 2 test... on 19th march... hope can pass oso... suddenly 3 thg come @ same time... made me so hectic... but stil all of these i hav 2 pass wit flyin colour.... so.. its time 2 fight... n good luck 2 myself... all da best... n Aza aza fightin..... go go go... Sure win!!! wahahahahahaha......

So fast oledi March le....

Wow... is amazin how fast is de time passin... juz a glimpse oledi march le.... so fast leh... seem lik F1 speed... or d plane speed... haha... these days reali doin nthg... stil in holiday mood... hangin around is my best pastime... sleepin is my main work everyday... sumtime sleep 4 more than 12 hours a day... geng leh?... i thk d pig in d pig farm sleep less than me... my mum complainin i gain my weight... so sad... but i cant stop it... hehe... cuz less exercise... osh... fr 2day onward i must start exercisin... b4 i turn in2 fat gal... but i scared is 2 late liao... haha... mayb goin 2 start new sem le... but hope 2 get scholarship... so all my fren... plz..... pray 4 me.... i hope i can get d results i keen 4.... n then all d problems i m facin now can b solved.... wat can i do now? few days ago paper oledi announce tat result ll b out in middle of march... it mean in 2 weeks time... So quick... So fast... So unpredictable... but d result cant change le... i noe i din put enough effort durin exam time... haha... its true.... but i oledi try my best... do wat i can... reali cant 4get those time... fight til d end... wit all my frens... d day b4 exam... all sorts of supportin sms came fr them... although sum is repeated... but it made me feel warm... support fr them reali giv me strengh... hope d tcer who mark my paper ll b as good as possible... giv me very2 high mark... then ll b very ec 4 me le... haha... oledi countdowm in my heart le... duno wen is d real date... but wont run fr those days i thk... so pls tell us earlier... so tat v can hav xin li zun bei... watever result tat come out... i can face it calmly... so... i hope d day wen i get my slip... i ll b jumpin wit joy... at least sumthg tat can pay off my effort these 2 years... thx... bb... leave comment ya...

Goin 2 bomb off le...

Haiz.... bside of sayin this as intro, i reali cant thk any le... feel so annoyin... hopeless... n my mind nearli bomb off le.... Gt 2 made decision in urgent le... but stil duno wat 2 do? wat 2 choose? made me feel so bad..... if choose wrong le... its no way back... so wat should i do? any1 can tel me? oledi reaches d end of feb le... time reali din wait me @ all..... Y? y these happen 2 me? ai............ reali no mood+sad..... very2 blur..... other pple oso cant help me le... feel 1 2 fainted le.... help me.... all d mix feelin now... lik my fren been said de... very suit my feeling now..... a...... 1 2 scream out loudly 2 express my bad2 mood.... in fact, gt 2 face reality oso.... live 4 17 yrs... nearly 18 yrs le.... couldnt made my decision oso.... izzit a bit ben? if wait sum more. dunoe wat could happen o.... so.... go 4ward? or stay stil? or look back 2 d past? Plz...... choose 1 la.... juz hard 2 imagine mant thg..... but hav 2..... or else i ll fall bhind.... left in a lurch tat type... no 1 help me tat type.... mayb juz cryin there... so bad la.... lik a small ant... yam yan zhou ta.... so bad.... din lik tis... dun1 tis type of life.... juz 1 comfort life.... so r u?